Monday, July 25, 2005

Nothing much..

I broke down again.....
I taking a break after reading at least 30pages from my econs books. There's nothing happy I wanna blog about. I just tired, exhausted and everything. I didn’t log in to msn. (I using a wireless network at home, I get login every time I on my pc :P)
1) Exams are coming and I’m terribly stressed out. Maybe it’s the failure that I have always with exams. For O level I actually faint! DUH! For poly, I repeated 1 module for 6mths. Yes just one module for 6mths is alot of time wasted.
2) I kinda postpone a meeting with a friend too many times until he lost his temper. I guess I would have lost it too. Just wanna say i'm sorry. Whether you wanna accept or not, I cant force you. Just in case, you are reading it, Sorry is really the only thing I would say to you. Not my nonsense crap. Take care.
- Things at work just keep coming, and I had to finish my work before I can go on my block leave.

3) I think I'm giving myself too much pressure. And stop breaking down.

4) Work, Of course there is always thousand and one things to do. They are axeing people again. Sometimes people are just contradicting. Or should I say, the management are contradicting people. Is it because you reach to a certain level, you just simply think those lowly skilled are a bunch of useless people? If there weren’t less skilled people around, you think you would have rose to the top? Anyway, just to add on, the regional guy is buying unnecessary High Tech Stuff for people he likes. I rather not wanna stay in his favour.
He wants to get a 17Inch LCD Monitor for our Financial Controller whom is using a laptop. I'm sorry but I didn’t know a laptop doesn’t have a LCD Monitor. See how retarded people can get? The only reason why he made the decision, he could see the small figures on the laptop. He needs to enlarge it without feeling embarrassed.

5) Just recovered from a terrible stiff neck. I can’t even drive, because I cannot check blind spot. Then again, I seldom drive. I’m just trying to tell you the seriousness of my pain. I rejoiced in joy after 5 days of constant massaging and “Salonpas”. That’s my saviour, my only pain relief. Someone actually taught me how to have immediate relief, but it has to be done every minute, every hour.
If you are suffering from a stiff neck and you need instant relief, try this.
Eg, you are having stiff neck on your left sided neck, massage at the point just below the point of joint of your arm.
Massage, trigger point therapy and heat are applied to loosen the neck joints and reduce the muscle spasm.
I think I should just hit back the books. Hai…

Monday, July 18, 2005

My wishlist...


Muhahahaha...if anyone wanna buy this cross stitch template for me. I'll stitch for you. Muahhaha.. (On 1 condition, If I'm very free.)

Greedy Serene!


Omg! Serene Stop being so greedy! Muahahha..was surfing net and found this precious moment figurine. Very Serene!

Friday, July 15, 2005

Snack Time


Jap Cracker
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.
There's is always a time for snacking....Yumyum! I indulge myself to this cracker whenever I'm reading something...its nice. worth the try.

Thursday, July 07, 2005

I Have insane friends..


TeddyBear Tumble
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.
Firstly, I have to admit I'm insane to write about this entry. Muahahha..

1) I have a Kor, Ben who think his dog is darling and his gf is 2nd in place. Muahhaa.. The name is Ah Huay. Yes the dog is called Ah Huay. Whether it duck or chicken. As long as the animal has a drumstick den it would be ah huay's lunch.
The Dog has drumstick for lunch everything. Even goes to work with Ben's parents. Muahahaha..
2) I have another friend who lives in his world, J Fantasy. See!We even have a name for his own fantasy. He loves to indulge himself in his R & R & more R business.

3) I have a cheapo friend, Minli. hahaha..her LV Wallet doesnt have much cash, but have alot of free voucher. Muahaha..

4) I got a insane friend, beng who thinks traveling as a job was enjoyable. But He is starting to get tired...muahahha...

Wait till I think of some other crazy stuff...I shall blog more.

Until next time...

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Where's Wally


Where's Wally
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.
Muahahaha..Here's a picture of "Where's Wally" Remember your childhood days when you were glued to the TV trying to find where's wally? You are supposed to find Wally in 60Secs leh. Duh. At that time, I was watching a 21Inch Tv. You give me a plasma tv, I also cannot find lah!

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Minnie-Mickey-Hello Kitty


Minnie-Mickey-Hello Kitty
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.
Muahahaha..here's Mickey, Minnie & their new found friend, Hello Kitty. All bought at HK. Hello Kitty is not mine lah! hahaha..

I'm just ANGRY

1st of all, I have a retarded brother. I cannot believe we actually have different personality. I'm a person who take care of my things, especially things that are bought by people.
1) that Ass tried to force my DVD Player out from the rack. (You see my DVD Rack is a little too small for the Player, you have to unscrew the doors before you can actually insert it perfectly.)
I think that asshole wanted to watch porn in DVD quality lah! KNN. He force the DVD player out and brought it over to his room. Now the DVD player has all the signs of being tortured by a retarded Brother. Scratches, scratches more scratches. I really treasure that player alot. Its Sony, and its my 21st Birthday gift from my Poly friends. Can you imagine 15 people sharing their precious money (we were poor students lah!) for my birthday present? Guyz, I'm sorry the gift turn out like this, this is the cause of a retarded brother.

2nd thing to get angry, that asshole took my camera without asking. He sent me a SMS and didnt even wait for my reply and took it. I really wonder why he bother to ask?
Great the camera came back without the rubber protection for the USB feeder. I was so pissed leh! I screamed at my mum/ everyone who bark at me! its like a girl without underwear loh! Wah kao! Today is the 7th day since I discover, and I'm still crazy angry!
Just not long ago, I bark at my mum and told her to get her retarded son to find the rubber. I told her, " I Don't care what your son do, he better find the rubber that protects it otherwise he can fork out the money to buy me a brand new camera". How about I scratch his car and tell him I did it? And pretend nothing has happened?
My mum just kept quiet.

Just 3 days ago, my mum called my office because I'm been ignoring them for the past few days. This is how my mum has to resort to. (PS, she actually bought chocolate for me, hee! That's why i manage to last so many more days) she asked me for the model of the camera.
Here's the conversation :
Me : Why do you wanna know?
Mum : Give me the model No, I will go find it for you
Me : its your son who lost it. Go get your smart son to find it. He is smart enough to actually lost it what!
Mum : give me the Model No, I help him find
Me : Dont bother if its you who are looking for it.

After I hang up, my colleague remarked me for being rude. I know its not my mum's fault and she's just being nice. But what's the point when the person who lost it isnt bothered? how do you start explaining to a retarded brother?
You may think i'm being silly going through my mum. But I Really cannot talk to a retarded brother like him. Trust me. It makes your blood/ water in your body boil and probably I will scream again.

Earlier, I pass the camera to my mum. And I told her, I want a complete camera back.

I WILL NOT SHARE MY BEN & JERRY ICE CREAM WITH ANYONE!

Monday, July 04, 2005

Where is my Mickey?


Minnie
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.
Muahaha..Here's Minnie! She's been looking for her Mickey... Can you find him? (So lame)
Anyway, Dunoe whether you guys had the same childhood as me. Many of my poly friends do not share the same childhood as me. Dunoe its me being the sad case, or them. I guess its me. I had to practice the Piano when i got nothing to do.
Heard of this cartoon? "Where's Wally?" You are suppose to find Wally in a very colourful picture. This cartoon was shown late in the 80s. Usually, little serene cannot find Wally lah. its only 60s. You expect my retarded eyes to find wally in 60Secs?Hahaha..dream on!

Friday, July 01, 2005

My Wishlist...

I just wanna blog about some things.

Straight to the Point , Hahaha...
1) Strawbag
--> Today I took train to Toa Payoh. I feel like a Tall, giant taking up alot of butt spaces, so many younger girls around me. Hahaha..not getting young anymore, yes....its fatter. I just wanna say, i saw alot of young girls carrying strawbags. Muahahha..I wanna feel young can?LOL!
2) get my dumb Ipod Mini for service. Its dead on me, after 10 months. (Ps, I'm so haolian..I have a spare mp3 player, but its only 256mb. Muahahha..the dealer gave it to me. Hahaha... Will go into detail when I have the time.
3) I wanna grow slim! Not fatter. I feel like i'm carrying a huge balloon/ Basketball / Waterbag around everyday. Whatever you wanna call it. I'm trying to cut down on snacks, but the afternoon is unbearable if you stop talking to people / munching things. By the way, my classmate show me the Olinda advertisement and told me to get motivated. Hahaha.. duh lor!
4) I need to plan my budget, I'm on the verge of a breakdown. I need to quit my job. The Regional Manager is insane. He is cutting staffs/ not paying us well enough and expects work efficiency. Bet he doesn’t even know the formula to Efficiency. Big Fa*k. Argh. He goes his usual sneaking to peep at everyone monitor. Its like he's damn free loh! Is this how you manage your staff? You treat them like kinder garden Kids? Watching them by the eye?
By the way, I think the education system in Singapore is much better than him. At least they give the kids a moment to explore and realize answers. My boss vaguely told us that she wouldn’t be able to take it sooner or later. If she leaves, I will just have to execute the plan earlier. I need an understanding boss, that’s all I’m asking now.
1 more thing to add on, he spends more than we can actually cover. How do you tell someone is unreasonable? Enough.
5) My Samsung E 800C need to go servicing too. Muahahha..See I’m really quite packed with things. Sometimes I rather just lie there and play dead.
Oh!Wednesday I wasn’t feeling very well. Went Home on the dot. All I remember was I knocked out between 8-830pm. I didn’t remember watching Superstar, but I watch the show before that. Muahahha… I had 11hours of sleep without waking up to pee. But I did feel hungry. A exhausted woman can give up eating just to sleep.
Come Thursday, Beng called me and told me he’s flying. Aiya, I wonder what’s new? Hahaha.. Nevertheless, at least he told me. The gang will sure ask me where he is. Another thing to blog, HK Disneyland is open in Hongkong. But all Disneyland accommodation has been fully booked. And Yes, “Mickey” (The toy that I put up earlier) was bought at Hongkong. No, I didn’t go there. No money to go lor! Loy you always ask me question before going through your brain. Buay tahan. Never Mind I forgive you, you don’t know I’m broke and Disneyland HK is not open yet.

ok i'm exhausted already....