Xmas Xmas Xmas...

Finally I'm sitting down in office trying to find time to blog? Ok. I admit I'm lazy lah.

I was looking through my older entries...I just realise Im loved by many..haha.. including myself. I buy things for myself to pamper my little fluttered heart... hahaha..

I will blog more later... do some work first...

1) Mickey Mouse KeyChain --> I got it leh. But its fake. I'm so cheapo. Like Minli. Muahaha..
2) Armani Watch --> Still nobody wanna buy. Hmm...
3) Puma Jacket --> Got it liao. Muahahha
4) Ipod Casing --> I bought it for myself. Pink Ipod Mini casing..lol..
5) Flowers For Me! --> Hee.. Got liao. Birthday gift from a darling friend. Girl lah!
6) Straw Bag --> Got liao.. Wenhan bought it for me. (Xueling got 1 for me too! so i got 2!
7) Me To You Cross Stitch Template --> Still nobody got for me...
8) Gucci Bear --> Ps, I want a Fake 1. haha.. Pls get it for me at shenzhen. LOL!
9) Herve Chapelier Bag --> Got liao.. Got 3.
10) Citigem Bracelet --> Got liao.
11) Gucci Wallet --> Got liao.

I want this for xmas......

Any kind souls? hee..
except please request to have it crave, Serene instead. That's the closest I can find lah. wuahahaha... I promise i will be nice?

Grown up Christmas List...

Grown-up Christmas List

Do you remember me?

I sat upon your knee

I wrote to you with childhood fantasies

Well, I'm all grown-up now

Can you still help somehow?

I'm not a child, but my start still can dream

So here's my lifelong wish

My grown-up Christmas list

Not for myself, but for a world in need

No more lives torn apart

That wars would never start

And time would heal all hearts

Every man would have a friend

That right would always win

And love would never end

This is my grown-up Christmas list

What is this illusion called the innocence of youth?

Maybe only in that blind belief can we ever find the truth

No more lives torn apart

That wars would never start

And time would heal our hearts

Every man would have a friend

That right would always win

And love would never end

This is my grown-up Christmas list

This is my only lifelong wish

This is my grown-up Christmas list

I love this song... :)

Suling's Birthday...

Ok. We are so sorry we cannot celebrate Suling's birthday. But according to sources, she has her boy to celebrate with her. So, we as friends shall make ourselves busy. haha.. Nah...For the record, November is a busy month. Exams for both Des & Jacky....Follow by Myself & minli...All the way until 1st Week to December.

Poor us.

Anyway, we have prepared a surprise for her. Hee... A Chocolate Nougat cake...(Jacky lately keep chosing nougat related food leh...dunoe why...) & a bouquet of Tulips...I'm still waiting for the photos..Muhaahahha..

I have arranged for the cake & flowers to be delivered to her office. hee..she said she would be working today, 26th Nov 05. Then, i wrote a card and send it to her house telling her tat all tat surprise is from us... hopefully the timing of all things arrive at the correct time... hahaha...

Here's the cake photo...

Wait till my exams are over then i go do the template lah...busy lah... hee..

Stupid Me!

I change the template without saving my old template. argh...kill me.. until the next time i'm free....

Colmar Tropical

Colmar Tropical
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

First of all, i must give copyrights to www.maggiemarket.com i extract this picture from the website.
the creator was going sabah lah! but we going Bukit Tinggi leh. haha..Anyway, i edited to Colmar Tropical.

Thank you Maggie Market for that lovely picture.

Our Trip...

Our Trip...
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

hee... Hers the trip details.

17th Leave for Singapore. Our First Trip. ALl 8 of us. First timers..Muhahaha...

Beng/ Ser / Tiong/ Jacky / Minli / Ben / Joanne / Ryan

Beng & jacky will be sharing room hor...Muhahahha..

Here's the details.
17th Dec 2005 - Meet at Golden Mile Complex meet at 715am. (8am the bus will leave singapore. We have to reach Golden Mile the latest 730am).

The coach will bring us to Berjaya first. Those who wanna stay at Berjaya will alight. For us, we would also alight to transfer to a mini van to go to colmar. We would reach Colmar around 230pm.
Check in at Colmar Tropical Bukit Tinggi Hotel.. If you wanna see how it looks like check out this webby. http://www.btresort.com.my/
Beautiful? better have a nicer picture of the place first...hahaha!

After Check in, we would be touring the place...(try to picture it as Sentosa) what i understand is we have to take a shuttle bus to get around places.
By evening, all events should be close. We shall proceed for dinner at the hotel...
Dinner is at our own cost.

After Dinner, go back to hotel room to do what you want. But... we intend to gather at a room to chit chat and talk cork...muhahaha.. Can SOmeone bring poker cards? si buay sian leh...

18th December 2005 (Sunday)
Next day, we would meet up for breakfast at hotel. Breakfast is provided. After breakfast, do some final packing up, then we check out at 12noon to go down to berjaya.
45 mins ride from Colmar to Berjaya...

We would reach Berjaya around 1-2pm...Check in at hotel, Berjaya Time Square Suites & Convention.
Check out this webby...
http://www.berjayaresorts.com.my/timesquarekl/

Hee... After check in, we head for shopping! Muhahhaha.. nah... go try the rides or what. I also, dunoe what's there...

19th Dec 2005 (Monday)
We will meet at the hotel lobby for breakfast. Breakfast provided... hee.. THen, for last minute shopping once again! the Coach will pick us up at 3pm to be shuttle back to Singapore, Golden Mile.

Estimated expense, 100Singapore Dollars for Eating and etc... if you wanna shop, bring more lah! muahaha..
That's all folks!

By the way, i forgot to mention, the hotel reservation would only confirm 3 days later (from this posting).

So wish us luck...

Sky from my Room

I took this photo from my room window...... i think it was going to rain...hahaha... but very nice :)

Now you know when you mix blue & White & Pink...you will get the best effects. muhahaha..

Enjoy.. havent been blogging lately. Busy lah.

My Ipod Mini Has New Clothes!

My Ipod Mini Has New Clothes!
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

Here's my ipod mini new clothes hee... Later i edit my wishlist...hee....... *Grins*

Blog Browsing...

Hahaha...I was browsing Brian's blog. Hahaha..he............ Looovveee moi? Nah.. one of his stupid short story. But It really amuse me.

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I held her hand and ran towards it. I cut through the many people around us, bumping into some of them in the process. I did not care much about it. My mind had only one objective, to bring her there in the shortest time.We arrived at the ticket booth. Both of us were panting hard. For the first I look back at her. Feeling a little guilty for making her short of breath. Before she can react, I turn away and bought 2 tickets for the ride. I grab her hand and walk up onto the boarding platform. A man promptly open the door to let us into the car. We sat down facing each other. There was a gentle smile on her face. I think she like this.What lies in front of me was scenic. The background was filled with little sparkle of lights from the surrounding buildings.

It was like the sky filled with shiny stars. Her beautiful face blend in superbly with it. It was breath taking.I smiled and said "I have always wanted to do this.""The last time I was on this machine, was when I was 7. My dad brought the whole family to the theme park. I cannot remember much of it. The only thing that I could remember was the ride on the ferris wheel."

"To be able ride on the ferris again, with you, no words can describe how I feel right now. I reached for hand and held it tight. I looked at her, into her eyes. "I love you Serene" I said.

She smiled and tighten her grip on me.

How I wish all good things will not come to an end.

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Since I was onto the topic of Ferris Wheel, I think the last time I sat a Ferris Wheel was in Hongkong. Good view, good weather. My Cousin was actually scared of height, but he insist he must try. (Ps, my cousin was only 12 that year)

Updates.
Lately alot of stuff going on. Don't how to react about certain things. Hai... Life really just goes on...Open yourself to everything new.
Oh, for my stats Project I got 15.5 / 20. Its average. Because, the lowest was 14 and the highest was 17. We are so in the middle...Median lah....

Sometimes relationships fail and we really have to move on. Although, saying is so much easier. But doing it is so much harder. Then you wish someone would just make you feel blissful again.
Avoiding the facts will help? I doubt....I dunoe....

I'm tired of thinking....

Here's a picture to cheer you and me up... Beng Caught in the Act... LOL @ Mount Faber....
By the way, beng enlighten me that day. He...................................
At least 90% of the girls he chases or become his girlfriends have the Name, bearing the letter, J.
I shall not name the names out... its rude. Hahaha...

Until next time. Meanwhile, enjoy the short story and change the name and tell that to someone else........

Hmm...... Proposal on a Ferris Wheel? Haha.. No escape for the girl!

Hello Smoker...

I was talking to someone today. I think he Buay tahan me. I think its because of the course i'm doing. I'm being very Ge Gao....Muahahaha.....

Dedicated to all Smokers. I teach you how to be richer ok? muahahha..
I have work it out... Each Big pack cost $11.00.

Assuming, 1 big packet (20 sticks) will last you 3 days. Every week you smoke about 6 days. This is assuming you usually slack at home on sunday and won't find yourself smoking at home.

Thats 40 sticks per week. (Holy Shit...You know how much tar i have to dig for that?)

Ok Enough of Tar Business. Let's talk about Money matters.

Thats equal to $22 per week.

In a Month, you spend $88 on the smoke that you puff it away.

In a year, you actually puff away $1144. Not a nice number, "4" means die... hahaha...

So, for those smokers, do you think you would have spend the $1144 on something else?

I'm taking on a view that you only smoke 6 sticks per day. But then again, are you those who only smoke 6 sticks per day only? If its more, the revenue is even higher.

think about it, that thousand bucks can be your Year End Bonus.......

Lays Potato Chips...

hahaha..the title has nothing to do with my blogging today. Its a little off track... the Lays potato chips was lying on my table feeling lonely, you see. ( Crappy)

The whole week was almost "Made in Hell" What does Made in hell means? Means everything that could happen is only stuff you would make you work like hell? hahaha..this doesnt make much sense...

The week has been like this...

Monday, Went to work with monday blues..as usual. How do you know when you are having monday blues? When you wear something blue to work? hahaha... This was the joke of the day at office. Sound super lame hor..
Went for classes... Feeling exhausted. Someone came by to fetch me. Ate my favourite porridge...

tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday just went by...and its already week 9 of school term. Projects are in a mess. I having problems with my project mates, either they are not there for class, or i sms the ghost and no one replies. Sometimes, I feel myself so fan.

now i found a reason for putting that ghost-y flower in the earlier post... hahaha. i sms the ghost-y project mates..

Thursday, i went for retail therapy... Beng asked me what is retail therapy... duh stupid leh. Means going shopping lah! I really went for retail therapy because i was feeling moody. Projects falling apart, School work not coping well, inter relationship not working, health always not very good lah. I dont need to explain further.

I think some of you guys seem my fainting situations...haha... leave that behind... it only comes when it wants to come...

I blog the upper part very very long ago...haha..i decided to continue now...

I was talking to a friend on msn. i'm starting to treasure my poly friends alot. Not that I hate those non-poly friends but i come to realise that sometimes they do understand certain things better.
Ok. the friend was complaining about his work life. I'm only hearing 1 side of his story and i said i wun comment unless i hear both sides. He gave me attitude. he kinda said "Sorry then I'm telling the wrong person then"

I'm not pissed, angry. But this is the way i treat things, I dont want to talk too much if i dun have the balance of the story. if i only hear 1 side of the story, i will feel biased and give a wrong comment.
Enough of that.

I'm quite relieved 2 out of 3 projects are completed. Ok. Pending 1 project...I cant say much about that. Classmates just sms me and said he cannot get a pc to complete the project. And what am i suppose to do? I suggested training his bird to send me his project... that's the best solution uh?

Anyway, this week is a bad week. Me falling sick. Beng / xl/ minli feeling down. I also feeling down because running of time. Minli just tendered her ah yat job... She seems relieved but i'm happy for her. at least she going to look for a greener grass...

The last bit, I'm quite determined to quit this present job (If they dont retrenched me at this moment) by April 2006. When the course finish, i will quit and find the greener grass elsewhere or maybe just concentrate on being a full time student. I'm like working in a old folk home, every old person is working there and waiting for their penision. all they do is sit there and try to act busy. While the young ones strive to make the company work. When work just comes to their hands, they do the tai chi actions..... you know... the pushing here and there.....or try the "I Dont know how to do " thing..

Let me educate you on how to practice the "I Dont know how to do" thing..

Person 1 : Eh... "person 2, can you help me do this?"
Person2 : I Don't know how to do leh!
Person1 : 1 Word dont know means dont need to do?
Person2 : Yes. I dont know how to do then how to do?

This is how you practice Tai Chi Action. Top on the list.

Ghost-y Flowers....

Ghost Flower
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

Ok. First & Formal, the flower has nothing to do with my entry. I always make it a point to insert a photo together when I blog. A picture speaks a thousand words?

hahahaha...

Mickey & Minnie

LOLz..My latest toy. Beng bought this for me. His friend is mad about those machine where you insert a dollar and turn the knob...bingo!Here's your new toy! I just realize, my place downstairs the ah nei store actually has this machine. Amaze me uh? Don't look down at ah Nei store next time.

I had a thought this morning. Every friend I have is really unique in their own ways..

Friend owns dog, the dog give him alots of love. More than his girlfriend can give. (Muahaha..Big Clue, Dog is called Ah Huay)

Friend has two consecutive girlfriends bearing the same name. This is how common this name is.

Friend wants to watch show, but insist that she borrow it from me. Because she is cheapo?

Friend wants to own a Koala…How hard is that?

Friend only has 16MB of Memory. Only remember stuffs that are dated 5 hours ago. I think running on ROM not RAM.

Friend looking for couple Cinema in Singapore. To watch movie with girlfriend. Watch Movie or do etc? Muahaha..

Friend goes gara when she see Gucci/ LV / Coach.... gara gara gara…

Friend nearly had Long John Silver for their anniversary…Because the boyfriend has a craving.. Great atmosphere uh?

Friend went gara over a girl. But found out that the girl is now attached, because she wants love at first sight.

Friend loves to wear pink. Almost all occasion he’s in pink.

Friend likes her carrot cake broken up into pieces. She insists it’s easier to eat.

Friend is always hungry. But he likes to remind us that this and that is fattening. But he’s still eating…

Friend is very nuaz. Her only leisure is going to the boyfriend house to sleep.

Friend got attached. Because the present boyfriend wore a Doramon Costume and beg her to be his girlfriend. Haha! (Nah..All fiction!)

Friend acts like a kid. Every birthday he will demand his required attention, otherwise he will jump to his top with verbal abuse.

Friend says thank you for each action he does. Not just once. Enough to make you nauseous.

Friend went China to study. But instead found a Japanese girlfriend. Look who’s talking about Inter exchange programs?!

Friend loves to poke fun at everything he see/ observe. But he’s the person who lighten everyone mood.

Friend who MIA the whole year like a woman going through a pregnancy. Never appears in our gathering but always remembered.

Friend is afraid of butterflies but so determined that she finish her degree within lapse time.

Friend is amazing. She took about 5 years to complete her Diploma. But have found her path back to studies..

Now do you see yourself in any of the above?

I wish....

Gucci Bag
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

2nd of October 2005
I now wish for Xmas to come faster. Muahahha... That's my Xmas wish for now. Until I find something better. that should be the one. Muahahha. Will it ever come in between my hands?
Suddenly, I wish you would just glide yourself between my fingers. The touch is amazing. (Ps, I'm imagining...LOLz, sounds a like XXX....)

just added it into my wishlist. You see I have to add in new things every time so that i will feel like a demanding woman. Hahaha!
Sometimes you would expect more from your closer ones.

I wanted to blog about something...Abit no link with the bag lah.

Sometimes when you are feeling a little down, do you wish you have someone to listen/rant/talk some rubbish into your head to make you feel better? I'm gald I found a few friends like that.
We can relate to each other better. We can talk for hours and feel that time is not a fact in life.
Beng Bought me a toy...haha. I sound like a kid. I will post it in later entries. Bcoz, don't have bluetooth at home lah. Gotta go office to extract it out.
Talking about that, I'm thinking of getting wireless keyboard and mouse. Because, I hate to pull the keyboard tray to type. Ok lah. its an excuse. At least, I know I won't be buying style wedding magazine for now. And go gara over my wedding preparation. Hahaha..Of course the time will come, but not for now. :P

Aiya, lost mood to blog. hahaha..sleepy now.

Disneyland & Precious Moment

Like my picture? hee.. Some friends thought I edited it to fit into my Disneyland dream. Muahaha.. (Ps, I wanna go Disney Land). Was surfing net and saw this picture. Hahaha...cute right? They are even sharing a Mickey Mouse Ice Cream. How Mickey is that?! I wanted to blog about something. This is something that I do not believe in. 4D/ ToTo/ Big Sweep and etc. I'm not a gambler. Better give you some pointers before I screw you upside down. 1) Dont tell me you buy 4D to buy a chance of winning. That's bullshit. Never study Probabilities before ah? What are the chances of your Number in the next draw? If there are only 1000 Numbers, then that's 1/1000 Chances. I'm excluding the possibilities of a different combination. *Faint* Imagine, you buy 3 days a week (Namely, Wed, Sat & Sunday). You pay 2 Bucks for that tiny chance, even if you win the top prize, you only get, Big: $4000 /Small: $6000 So life goes on, you pay 6bucks each week. In a year, 52 Weeks X $6 = $ 312. Amount Spent = $312. Let's say, for the past three year you have been buying the same numbers, you have spent $936. And you only won like once in the three years, which also means you have made a profit of $5064, that 85%. Omg. That's if you win First Prize and you buy Small everytime. What If you win a consolation prize? I think you would made a loss. I don't know how to calculate the winnings lah. Someone told me that the winning I will get.

Maybe that's called when you get the whole amount of winning, you will feel better. If I’m not wrong, you won't get the full amount of winning. 2) Another thing is, Don't tell me your set of Numbers has Jump / Skip / Died / whatsoever. I super hate it. There are only 10 numbers. How many times do you wish your numbers to jump? Seriously, I think every week is your jumping number week. Unless, you buy 1234, and 1235 opens in the draw. Then, that's more like Jumping. Because, you are only a step away from winning. Like you are a step away from getting knocked down by a bus. (Doesn’t make sense right?)3) Toto, hmm...that's slightly better than 4d. Somemore there are less numbers. I have fewer problems with it. By the way, on my birthday night, I went Mustafa. Beng ask me to blog about it. I think it’s a new change. Maybe uh... Current Song : Queen - I Was Born To Love You (Pride Theme Song) hahaha.. Nice song. In case, you are not a fan of the Jap Drama, Pride. I cannot find a site to upload mp3 and link to the blog. Having big problem!

*edited* hee..

Update of My wishlist

Here's an update of my wishlist. hee..

1) Mickey Mouse KeyChain --> Still nobody wanna buy. Hmm...
2) Armani Watch --> Still nobody wanna buy. Hmm...
3) Puma Jacket --> Got it liao. Muahahha
4) Ipod Casing --> Dun have leh.. Someone please...hee..
5) Flowers For Me! --> Hee.. Got liao. Birthday gift from a darling friend. Girl lah!
6) Straw Bag --> Got liao.. Wenhan bought it for me.
7) Me To You Cross Stitch Template --> Dun have leh. Weird hor. Maybe everyone knows I don't have time to do it.
8) Gucci Bear --> Ps, I want a Fake 1. haha.. Getting from Shenzhen :)
9) Herve Chapelier Bag --> Got liao.. Got 3.
10) Citigem Bracelet --> Got liao.
11) Gucci Wallet --> Got liao.

I think I'm going to add in some new items. I'm getting some feedback that the items are too expensive. Muahahaha... Seriously, If they are not expensive hor, they won't be wishlist.

By Popular demand..i will edit it by today. Tired...

Happy Birthday, Darling Serene..

Muahahha.. Ya ya..its me blowing the cake.. By the way, I got a birthday cake from my friends almost exactly of the picture above. hee.. Same right? muahaha... They are so sweet leh.. They actually notice my msn display picture and bought a identical cake for me. Thank you guyz... Every birthday I go find cakes to buy for u all, thank god my effort wasn't wasted.

Ok. I'm abit slow in my blogging. Tired lah.

Last Saturday, Meet up with the Poly Gang. Wow! Full Attendance, Even our Big shot (Ace Card), Guofeng came. Of course the rest are equally good cards. But guofeng just came back from China, Beijing. He's going to fly back there soon. (Ps, Kingston is not in the photos this year..)
Talking about that, I cannot imagine studying there. How do you write your paper scoresheet in all chinese? For example, I didnt know Geography was called "Di Li". Hahaha...Please blame the chinese teacher I had in Secondary school, he/She didnt educate me to learn with heart. Ok.I'm not a good student lah. But my Hangyin Pinyin is good leh! Because, half the time I needed Hangyin Pinyin to find the word in the Dictornany.

Back to the story about last Saturday, I would like to say a big thank you to all. Although no present from you guys lah. But that's our practice lah. As long we all come out and have dinner, enjoy ourselves catching up and have a nice cake. We are Happy, contented kids.
I have Gelare Ice Cream Cake. Its brilliantly good. Yummy! If you happen to see the video, you would see me smiling at the cake..not the camera. Muahahha...
Every Year, I would celebrate my birthday with Beng & Goldman. I give myself 2nd thoughts of doing it again together next year. Maybe someone would be left out from it. I would say I did enjoy myself in the first hour. But not the 2nd hour onwards. Its just like parking, you get free parking for the first Hour. Omg. Hmm.. doesnt really make sense. haha.
Anyway, I think those who went would have agreed that next year, we should just exclude him. No Names mentioned yet.... muahahha..
Lastly, here's a thank you message for all.

For those who wish me on 25th September 2005

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Huiyi / Tiong /Kate /Ronald / Minli / Kevin / Beng / Suling / Loy / Linda / William / Shaorong / Sing Chee / Wenhan / Philip / Kelvin / Brian / Jack / Lydia / Zhenshen / Aloy / Jeck / Linda / Marissa / Kylie
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For those who have forgotten. Dont worry I know you all still love me. Just that your memory is running low. Muahhaha..

Just being lame.

The next entry I have would be a less-happy one. I will talk about my unhappiness I had at Sketches. :) Until Now, I'm happy.

I recieve flowers this year from a friend. Darling she is. The flowers are in the earlier entries. Lovely right?

Recieved a surprised call from a friend today. He's back for my Birthday! Muahahha.. That's so funny. Nah..he's actually back for his sister wedding. You liar ah.. Keep saying you are coming back for my birthday. Its ok if you don't have a present for me. At least You wish me and gave me a call. I'm gald enough.

Hee. Tomorrow got a test. I'm still happy. Oh, I really don't mind getting gifts leh. Abo I set up my wishlist for what ah? Striking off the Puma Jacket (I GOT IT!)

This year, Birthday not many presents leh.
1) Precious moment figurine from Kate & Ronald. Hee.
2) Puma Jacket from Tiong. (Trust me, that's not the end of the story, I want more!)

That's all.............sob.. LOLz.

Beng & Julie (Ver2)

Beng & Julie
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

Beng & Julie

Beng & Julie
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

This picture is for Beng. Muahaha.. happy birthday dear Boss. you really should look into my increment.

Which do you prefer?

Flowers(Edited)
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

Hmm..Which picture do you prefer?

Flowers

Flowers
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

Hmm.....

Heart Desire

Heart Desire
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

Growing Trends..

Ok.I'm in a deep fix. I cannot think well enough to do my stats project. Apparently, there is no question, no handout, no guidelines. All we know is pick a topic, get the figures compute and doing some preaching. That's our concept for now.
Anyway, since I about the stats project. This term is mad. I'm not VERY busy with work. But still busy lah. But my groupmates are insanely skipping lesson because of work. Its like immpossible to see them in class.
Well, its already Week 5. Project still clueless. grumbling now won't do much help. Anyway, the issue about me and the friend is over. I won't bark about it again. I bark also no use lah. Duh. She took 6 sms to explain to me and etc.

Just for the record...lately been listening to , Zhang Zhi Chen - Heng Xiang Ni. Oh yes, I miss you. I miss my bed, I miss being free and being able to sleep like a dead pig. Muahaha...

I talked to Beng last few days, i told him to tell me the age of the girl he is chasing. so that i can the trends of his dating life. By the way, he always date girls that are born in 1984. I think so... hahaa..

Ser/Beng/Gm Bdae @ Robertson Walk

Hi to all invited people, There should be 14 of you guyz.

1. Beng
2. Beng's Ger (Dunoe whether Gf or not)
3. Serene
4. Tiong
5. Minli
6. Crippled Ben
7. Joanne & my Cake
8. Suling
9. Jacky
10. Aloysius
11. Goldman
12. William
13. Xueling
14. Desmond
15. Guofeng - Still Pending
16. Kingston - Still pending..
    So, total 14 of us. Someone please reserve places. Hee..

The food looks yummy right? anyway, I have attached the location for you guyz reference. You people dont where is Robertson Walk...tsktsk..

By the way, here's the website for those who cannot decide fast. You can look at the menu and set your mind on that idea. Don't take forever to order hor...

www.sketches.com.sg

Oh, while browsing through..here's the discounts they are offering leh. does it mean that we Birthday people can dont pay for our meals? got UOB discount leh...Someone please order set meals...muhahaha..

• 15% OFF total bill for all airlines crew and staff, and hotels staffWork ID proof is required. This offer is not valid with promotional/offer items and set meals.
• 10% OFF for all SAFRA members
• 10% OFF for all PRIVI PLUS members
• UOB CREDIT CARDHOLDERS: 1 complimentary set meal with minimum 4 set meals order valid until 31 May 2006Terms & Conditions apply - please refer to UOB Dining Privilege

I got a free meal on Saturday! Muahahhaa...

Lately..

I havent blog since Mid of August. Many things happen after the accident...haha..

1) I was home restricted because I was lazy to go out. hahaha...
2) PC was down. My wireless adaptor cant seem to work on the new cpu. Finally its working. But the monitor is still malfunctioning when periods comes. Hahaha..Ok. That will be settle soon.
Oh! Now that I have internet access at home. The reason behind it was I Kapo a wireless adaptor from office. Hahaha! it work prefectly on the new pc. And I finally go back my connection. haha..anyway the adaptor is now history in the company's IT resources file. Its mine. :) I got a free adaptor. Muahahhaa..
3) I just sold my "Snow White" handphone, Samsung E800C. I have too many spare handphone? nah...giving me alot of problem. Though i should just get rid of it while the value is still there. Wondering why its called Snow White? Hahaha.. Because its White lah! Since I'm on the topic on Handphone. I'm currently using Samsung D500C. Hee.. Avid fan of Samsung leh!
4) Birthday coming... Polymates celebrating on 17th September 2005. Venue yet to confirmed. Meet William/ Minli yesterday for supper. hee.. We are back on the same topic. Hahha.Shall not reveal the topic. But the topic is always full of new jazz. Ok lah. We talk about our darling, Jacky. Muahhaha...

5) This week, something happen. No its not my PMS week. its not even here yet. But it sure started my PMS week way earlier.

Here's the SMS details :
[ser] - did you do any stats project b4?
[woman] - ya.
[ser] - great.. can you send to my email and let me see how it goes
[woman] - i dun hv the softcopy...
*ser farking pissed already*
[ser] - u mean u went thr the project without having a softcopy?
( I was thinking...wah bloody hell you hitch a good ride uh?)
[woman] - the softcopy of the project is my grpmates
[ser] - can you get her send the project to u and u send to me?
[woman] - i can get from her. but i wun send u.
*ser angry until over my forehead*
[ser] - why not?
[woman] - coz i dun tik my grpmates would like me to send you. esp they dunoe u.
[ser] - cant u nt tell them?
[woman] - no. i dunwant not to tell them
[ser] - doesnt it matter so much to u all that u cant even share?
[woman] - sorry la. we are a ger grp tats why.
[ser] - a bunch of stingy ppl
* 10 mins later*
[ser] - if the module is a current module u r taking den im fine that u dun send. but it a module that u have pass, and went thr it. den wats the big deal with sharing it? moreover, u r in sim, im in psb. wat r the chances tat the lecturer are the same?

Firstly, I must say, I went through my poly days with alot of sharing of project, Copying of assignment, editing to become my own. I don't know how I would have survived the 3 years without my friends. that's a fact lah. Maybe some do not share the same thought as me.

Maybe I didnt make it clear enough that I only wanted the outline of the project. (ie, the content page...) I have no idea how to start on this project because I never done stats before. Ok. I know thats not an excuse. Maybe I have left out the few details in the sms-es. But I'm quite sure that I cannot react normally when someone says," I can get from them but I wun send u"
Its as good as you say I can protect you forever, but you will not live long enough.

Another thing to add on, Every action that woman does she have to report back to her grpmates. Is that necessary?

Ya. I'm a big girl now. I should start my project from scratch. I have learnt my lesson. For a moment, I hated myself for being a woman. I maybe selfish in a certain ways. But I dont think I would restrict myself from sharing a project with any friend. (ps, I just sent minli my Financial Accounting project, without protecting the document) Because, I do not think my project that I have done is the best that you can get but if it helps you in your path, all i need is a thank you.

This matter happened last wednesday, i pondered for a while before i decided to blog about it. Its a friendship that was established over the years. Maybe its a misunderstanding. I do not know. I have cool down for that matter.

A classmate ask me this, " Are you sure she's your friend?"
I answered," In fact, best friend. Maybe now ex best friend"

I think we will stick with the term, old friends for the time being.

Mickey Mouse keyChain

Mickey Mouse keyChain
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

Wau..this is from swarovski. Make a wild guess how much this cost? muahhaa..give up?

Euro 49.00

Armani Watch

Armani Watch
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

Just uploading this picture to my wishlist. Muahahha.. Price not very sure. But it gives me this very classy look. that's why i'm falling for it.

Sales Everything

Sometimes have you ever wonder why Singapore has sales all time of the year?

Puma Jacket

Puma Jacket
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

Ok. Here's another Wishlist item. Muahhaha.. I think I really should just set up my wishlist item list. Its really getting longer by the day. Muahaha...

Driving License @your peak

Did you know getting your license before you turn 22 is a good thing? why?

1) I just found out that car rental (the one NTUC is providing) need you to have 2 1/2 years of driving license before you can sign up. Who says there isnt restrictions?

2) Car Insurance if the driver is under 22, you actually have to pay more. hahaha...

3) When you are schooling, you got plenty of time. Don't think of going back home to sleep, take driving lesson! You can never feel so free unless you lose your job. haha..

4) Haha..For girls only. When you are younger, you will be slimmer and you can take slimmer photo to make your life long license photo last! Hahaha! Don't make your photo like you own the tester your life. He is the one who tick "PASS" for you!

Hahaha..I cannot think of anything else liao. Until next time. I'm quite free lately leh. I actually blog three times today...

Corrinne May Ablum

I recently bought Corrinne May , Safe in a crazy world. Its a wonderful ablum, I fell in love with her voice in her first album. Surprised uh? A friend of mine send me the song and it was just "listening" at first love hahaha...

Heres my favourite song, Free in her 2nd album. :)

I see the morning glory
It winds upon the tree
It tells the untold story of how things were meant to be
You saw the universe
Caught up in desperate dreams
You came and changed the ending
Changed it to save my fateYou led the revolution
You left your legacy
Embraced the struggle in the face of mortality
I know I'm not alone in thisHelp me believe
I can be freeI can be free from this place
Beautiful healer
Beautiful grace
Help me to see
Everything fall into place
Wake me from dreaming No more deceiving
Break these chains
It's still the same old story
This great divide
Between the want and wasteAnd all the hunger inside
I heard the news today
Now I'm trying to find my placeI'm just a single voice
What can I do to erase
All this misunderstanding
All this anarchy
Six degrees of separation
Sometimes it's so hard to see
That we are not alone in thisI need to believe
I can be freeI can be free from this place
Beautiful healer
Beautiful grace
Help me to see
Everything fall into place
Wake me from dreaming
No more deceiving
Break these chains

Enjoy~ Buy her ablum. Don't ask me to rip and send it to you... its unethical.

Gucci Bear - Part 2

Gucci bear
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

When my little girl grows a little older, she can play with this gucci bear. Don't buy her Stuff toys that are full of furs. This actually increase my child chances of having asthma. This is a good choice! Its perfectly made with high quality Fabric, Embroidered with Letter, G. In this way, my little girl can learn how to write the Letter "G" by the time she is 2years old. Muahaha!

Gucci Baby Shoes

Gucci Baby Shoes
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

Ok.First I have to admit that this photo is terribly blurred. I took it from a Magazine lah! Ok. I want my baby girl to wear a Gucci Baby Shoes. hahaha! It even comes with a little bag where I can store her little diapers. Muahahaha.. Cute right? Actually the bag is for the shoes, quite obvious right?

Gucci Bear

Gucci Bear
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

I actually want to buy this Gucci bear. Hahaha.. Not the real thing. I'm thinking of getting a fake one. Hahaha...

Alot of stuff happen...

From my last entry, too many things happen and too much for me to take. I decide to take a lighter note on some things...
1) The FA paper was hell. I bet I will be taking it again at the end of this year. Hai..
2) Met with an accident on saturday. It was in bad state that I couldnt start the car again. Haiz... I'm not going to blog more on this. I quite upset about it. What is done cannot be undone. I was so desperate I called my brother to fetch me from CTE.

3) I actually went for my Monday Paper after so much drama on saturday. I did my best. That's all I can say.

4) I got no mood to blog already. ANyway, the picture was created at this webby. I just wanna say I go for cheapo trills... thats how i got that picture.

Oh..I edited my blog page. No more contributors and etc. Nothing much. I will try my best to do other things. But I'm a fat bimbo who is bad at html...muhahaha..

Charlie & Chocolate Factory

I wanna watch this show! Shall catch it despite exams blues.
Talking about exams blues... I’m like putting on weight because I'm so stressed. Ok. That's an excuse. Whatever the reason is, I'm putting on weight.
Just had my Econs paper, I think I never wrote so much crap before. I'm praying by the heart and soul that I get over with this paper. Upcoming is FA..Erm... I'm not a very accounts person. Praying too.

Monday I took a cab from Toa Payoh to work, the sun was glazing hot... I cannot think further. Take cab. I just wanted to emphasize that I cannot think very well. The taxi driver actually tested my patience. I told him, " Upper Paya Lebar" & near Little Road. He kept insisting it was Paya Lebar Road and we should have gone by PIE. OMG! This was only the starting...
Then he went on and on.... I have instructed him to go by Braddell Road (I go by this route quite often) And keep insist on the route that he though was right. OMG!! Look! Uncle, I’m trying to get a breather that a three-hour stressful exam paper, just before I step into office and do my work. Nah..Of course I didn’t say that to him I just merely said, “ uncle, you know and think which is the best route you just go the way you like!”
This is how pissed I am, I usually do not just tell people off unless I’m very close with the person.
Previous entries I did mentioned that my workplace’s road are in a total mess, they are building the Circle line, the road changes it path every week. It’s worse than the lines on my palms…haha.. Back to the story, either the taxi driver didn’t understood what was turn right or his command for Chinese is stronger.
I said,” turn right at traffic light” turn right at traffic light turn right at traffic light.
Yes. That’s three times. I hate when I have to repeat myself sometimes.
And guess what? He replied, U Turn at traffic light ah? U Turn at traffic light ah? U Turn at traffic light ah?
The ordeal of me repeating three times started again. Thank god the traffic junction was long enough for him to finally realize it’s actually a TURN RIGHT AT TRAFFIC LIGHT!
OMG! Anger management must to come in…. I’m really losing it.
Got back to work… nothing much to follow up…hee.. Oh by the way, I have a Sri Lanka Papa and a Singapore Papa.
For the Sri Lanka Papa, it’s actually a QA Inspectors in our Rep office. He’s old enough to be my dad. Haha! He always have to call me in the office to confirm the jobs, I hate calling him, lousy line lah. So everytime he calls, my colleague will just say,” Bet it’s your Sri Lanka Papa!” This is so lame. As for the Singapore Papa, he’s actually my supervisor. Likewise, he’s old enough to be my dad. He always say if he were to be careless at a younger age, he would have a daughter as old as me. Muahaha..

Today something happened and I argued over it. I know it’s very lame to always argue. But this time I really cannot help it. I was asked to lend my Samsung E800C hand phone to a total stranger. The stranger is a colleague of someone’s. Hello!??! Did I mention that it’s a total stranger? Would you actually lend something to a total stranger? I just ranted off.
“Can you ensure that the handphone comes back with the same Number of scratches and same problem?” (The Handphone is a little faulty, just upgraded the program)
The person actually replied,” You don’t trust me then forget it lah” Wah…who need anger management now?
I do not trust the friend lor! I haven’t even meet or know her/his name and I’m supposed to loan it out. DUH.
So much for that matter, every time I think about it, I will just blow the calmness in me.
Yah. I did lend my pda to Beng, that’s because I know Beng since 1999! That’s like 6 years! And I know the whoever for 6 minutes?! Fa*k you!
Ask yourself, Would you be that kind to lend a Hand phone that might be worth at least 200bucks (Trade in price) to a total stranger?
I won’t. If you think I’m heartless then go ahead. Go find someone else to lend it to you then.
Seriously, I should just lend it to the doctor I just saw. I at least see him more often than the whoever.
I rest my soul about this case.
*Case Closed *

Nothing much..

I broke down again.....
I taking a break after reading at least 30pages from my econs books. There's nothing happy I wanna blog about. I just tired, exhausted and everything. I didn’t log in to msn. (I using a wireless network at home, I get login every time I on my pc :P)
1) Exams are coming and I’m terribly stressed out. Maybe it’s the failure that I have always with exams. For O level I actually faint! DUH! For poly, I repeated 1 module for 6mths. Yes just one module for 6mths is alot of time wasted.
2) I kinda postpone a meeting with a friend too many times until he lost his temper. I guess I would have lost it too. Just wanna say i'm sorry. Whether you wanna accept or not, I cant force you. Just in case, you are reading it, Sorry is really the only thing I would say to you. Not my nonsense crap. Take care.
- Things at work just keep coming, and I had to finish my work before I can go on my block leave.

3) I think I'm giving myself too much pressure. And stop breaking down.

4) Work, Of course there is always thousand and one things to do. They are axeing people again. Sometimes people are just contradicting. Or should I say, the management are contradicting people. Is it because you reach to a certain level, you just simply think those lowly skilled are a bunch of useless people? If there weren’t less skilled people around, you think you would have rose to the top? Anyway, just to add on, the regional guy is buying unnecessary High Tech Stuff for people he likes. I rather not wanna stay in his favour.
He wants to get a 17Inch LCD Monitor for our Financial Controller whom is using a laptop. I'm sorry but I didn’t know a laptop doesn’t have a LCD Monitor. See how retarded people can get? The only reason why he made the decision, he could see the small figures on the laptop. He needs to enlarge it without feeling embarrassed.

5) Just recovered from a terrible stiff neck. I can’t even drive, because I cannot check blind spot. Then again, I seldom drive. I’m just trying to tell you the seriousness of my pain. I rejoiced in joy after 5 days of constant massaging and “Salonpas”. That’s my saviour, my only pain relief. Someone actually taught me how to have immediate relief, but it has to be done every minute, every hour.
If you are suffering from a stiff neck and you need instant relief, try this.
Eg, you are having stiff neck on your left sided neck, massage at the point just below the point of joint of your arm.
Massage, trigger point therapy and heat are applied to loosen the neck joints and reduce the muscle spasm.
I think I should just hit back the books. Hai…

My wishlist...

Muhahahaha...if anyone wanna buy this cross stitch template for me. I'll stitch for you. Muahhaha.. (On 1 condition, If I'm very free.)

Greedy Serene!

Omg! Serene Stop being so greedy! Muahahha..was surfing net and found this precious moment figurine. Very Serene!

Snack Time

Jap Cracker
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

There's is always a time for snacking....Yumyum! I indulge myself to this cracker whenever I'm reading something...its nice. worth the try.

I Have insane friends..

TeddyBear Tumble
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

Firstly, I have to admit I'm insane to write about this entry. Muahahha..

1) I have a Kor, Ben who think his dog is darling and his gf is 2nd in place. Muahhaa.. The name is Ah Huay. Yes the dog is called Ah Huay. Whether it duck or chicken. As long as the animal has a drumstick den it would be ah huay's lunch.
The Dog has drumstick for lunch everything. Even goes to work with Ben's parents. Muahahaha..
2) I have another friend who lives in his world, J Fantasy. See!We even have a name for his own fantasy. He loves to indulge himself in his R & R & more R business.

3) I have a cheapo friend, Minli. hahaha..her LV Wallet doesnt have much cash, but have alot of free voucher. Muahaha..

4) I got a insane friend, beng who thinks traveling as a job was enjoyable. But He is starting to get tired...muahahha...

Wait till I think of some other crazy stuff...I shall blog more.

Until next time...

Where's Wally

Where's Wally
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

Muahahaha..Here's a picture of "Where's Wally" Remember your childhood days when you were glued to the TV trying to find where's wally? You are supposed to find Wally in 60Secs leh. Duh. At that time, I was watching a 21Inch Tv. You give me a plasma tv, I also cannot find lah!

Minnie-Mickey-Hello Kitty

Minnie-Mickey-Hello Kitty
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

Muahahaha..here's Mickey, Minnie & their new found friend, Hello Kitty. All bought at HK. Hello Kitty is not mine lah! hahaha..

I'm just ANGRY

1st of all, I have a retarded brother. I cannot believe we actually have different personality. I'm a person who take care of my things, especially things that are bought by people.
1) that Ass tried to force my DVD Player out from the rack. (You see my DVD Rack is a little too small for the Player, you have to unscrew the doors before you can actually insert it perfectly.)
I think that asshole wanted to watch porn in DVD quality lah! KNN. He force the DVD player out and brought it over to his room. Now the DVD player has all the signs of being tortured by a retarded Brother. Scratches, scratches more scratches. I really treasure that player alot. Its Sony, and its my 21st Birthday gift from my Poly friends. Can you imagine 15 people sharing their precious money (we were poor students lah!) for my birthday present? Guyz, I'm sorry the gift turn out like this, this is the cause of a retarded brother.

2nd thing to get angry, that asshole took my camera without asking. He sent me a SMS and didnt even wait for my reply and took it. I really wonder why he bother to ask?
Great the camera came back without the rubber protection for the USB feeder. I was so pissed leh! I screamed at my mum/ everyone who bark at me! its like a girl without underwear loh! Wah kao! Today is the 7th day since I discover, and I'm still crazy angry!
Just not long ago, I bark at my mum and told her to get her retarded son to find the rubber. I told her, " I Don't care what your son do, he better find the rubber that protects it otherwise he can fork out the money to buy me a brand new camera". How about I scratch his car and tell him I did it? And pretend nothing has happened?
My mum just kept quiet.

Just 3 days ago, my mum called my office because I'm been ignoring them for the past few days. This is how my mum has to resort to. (PS, she actually bought chocolate for me, hee! That's why i manage to last so many more days) she asked me for the model of the camera.
Here's the conversation :
Me : Why do you wanna know?
Mum : Give me the model No, I will go find it for you
Me : its your son who lost it. Go get your smart son to find it. He is smart enough to actually lost it what!
Mum : give me the Model No, I help him find
Me : Dont bother if its you who are looking for it.

After I hang up, my colleague remarked me for being rude. I know its not my mum's fault and she's just being nice. But what's the point when the person who lost it isnt bothered? how do you start explaining to a retarded brother?
You may think i'm being silly going through my mum. But I Really cannot talk to a retarded brother like him. Trust me. It makes your blood/ water in your body boil and probably I will scream again.

Earlier, I pass the camera to my mum. And I told her, I want a complete camera back.

I WILL NOT SHARE MY BEN & JERRY ICE CREAM WITH ANYONE!

Where is my Mickey?

Minnie
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

Muahaha..Here's Minnie! She's been looking for her Mickey... Can you find him? (So lame)
Anyway, Dunoe whether you guys had the same childhood as me. Many of my poly friends do not share the same childhood as me. Dunoe its me being the sad case, or them. I guess its me. I had to practice the Piano when i got nothing to do.
Heard of this cartoon? "Where's Wally?" You are suppose to find Wally in a very colourful picture. This cartoon was shown late in the 80s. Usually, little serene cannot find Wally lah. its only 60s. You expect my retarded eyes to find wally in 60Secs?Hahaha..dream on!

My Wishlist...

I just wanna blog about some things.

Straight to the Point , Hahaha...
1) Strawbag
--> Today I took train to Toa Payoh. I feel like a Tall, giant taking up alot of butt spaces, so many younger girls around me. Hahaha..not getting young anymore, yes....its fatter. I just wanna say, i saw alot of young girls carrying strawbags. Muahahha..I wanna feel young can?LOL!
2) get my dumb Ipod Mini for service. Its dead on me, after 10 months. (Ps, I'm so haolian..I have a spare mp3 player, but its only 256mb. Muahahha..the dealer gave it to me. Hahaha... Will go into detail when I have the time.
3) I wanna grow slim! Not fatter. I feel like i'm carrying a huge balloon/ Basketball / Waterbag around everyday. Whatever you wanna call it. I'm trying to cut down on snacks, but the afternoon is unbearable if you stop talking to people / munching things. By the way, my classmate show me the Olinda advertisement and told me to get motivated. Hahaha.. duh lor!
4) I need to plan my budget, I'm on the verge of a breakdown. I need to quit my job. The Regional Manager is insane. He is cutting staffs/ not paying us well enough and expects work efficiency. Bet he doesn’t even know the formula to Efficiency. Big Fa*k. Argh. He goes his usual sneaking to peep at everyone monitor. Its like he's damn free loh! Is this how you manage your staff? You treat them like kinder garden Kids? Watching them by the eye?
By the way, I think the education system in Singapore is much better than him. At least they give the kids a moment to explore and realize answers. My boss vaguely told us that she wouldn’t be able to take it sooner or later. If she leaves, I will just have to execute the plan earlier. I need an understanding boss, that’s all I’m asking now.
1 more thing to add on, he spends more than we can actually cover. How do you tell someone is unreasonable? Enough.
5) My Samsung E 800C need to go servicing too. Muahahha..See I’m really quite packed with things. Sometimes I rather just lie there and play dead.
Oh!Wednesday I wasn’t feeling very well. Went Home on the dot. All I remember was I knocked out between 8-830pm. I didn’t remember watching Superstar, but I watch the show before that. Muahahha… I had 11hours of sleep without waking up to pee. But I did feel hungry. A exhausted woman can give up eating just to sleep.
Come Thursday, Beng called me and told me he’s flying. Aiya, I wonder what’s new? Hahaha.. Nevertheless, at least he told me. The gang will sure ask me where he is. Another thing to blog, HK Disneyland is open in Hongkong. But all Disneyland accommodation has been fully booked. And Yes, “Mickey” (The toy that I put up earlier) was bought at Hongkong. No, I didn’t go there. No money to go lor! Loy you always ask me question before going through your brain. Buay tahan. Never Mind I forgive you, you don’t know I’m broke and Disneyland HK is not open yet.

ok i'm exhausted already....

Mickey

Mickey
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

Muahahha..Here's my latest Toy. Its those Solar generated Toy.

This is My creation

Its All Abt Us
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

Ok. This is probably my most Bo Liao thing I have ever done. But I LOVE IT!
Anyway, We celebrated Jacky's Birthday on Thursday, 24th June 2005. We had Lao Beijing. The food turn out better than expected. Anyway, we got a $50 Voucher. Next time, we can go again!
Once again, we are back to Rachel & Jacky Issue.
Here's our interpretion of Jacky's Proposal...Muahahha...
Jacky : AI MAI BE MY STEADY?
Rachel : BU yao lah… Wo Shy
Jacky : "buay steady lah"
Jacky :mai ah nei leh, lai steady lah

Happy Birthday Wenhan

Happy Birthday WH
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

Haha.. I'm trying to release the building stress I'm getting from work / school and etc. Its really so insane lately. I cant even determine when I'll be in Singapore. Not that I'm going very far lah. But its very diffcult to plan things.
Anyway, I just took 15minutes off from my work to create this. Haha.. Very bo liao lah.
The precious moment figurine / Carpet/ Pillow all bought by us for Wenhan. Haha.. Ok scold me for being Bo liao...
Wenhan, you better save this picture. I really think I damn Bo liao...

Time sure flies...

I actually recieve a friendster msg from a secondary friend. Erm..seriously, i didnt quite recongise him. Dont ask me lah. I can't even picture his look during secondary days. I even told loy that I cant even recall how I look like that year. hahaha.. Yaya.. nerdy with the specs. But then again, who is short sighted hasnt gone through the nerdy look before? haha.. I still wear specs when i Travel. Now, I'm considering of making a oakley specs. Sounds insane right? see there isnt a day where serene can live her mind without wanting to get something! ok. Since Jack got a lobang...Im even more tempted. Haha! Let me consider...I cannot let my 1year's dream go down the drain by spending money. Muahahha.. its a plan that I wish I can fulfill earlier this year. No. its not about getting married. Please..My mind isnt settled also.
Oh..just for the record, my mum got married when she was 23-24 haha.. which makes me almost eligible for marriage. But then again, my mum didnt need to get her degree. haha! so lame.

Back to the topic, i was discussing with Loy whom the person was. But one thing for sure, he really change. If that's him in the photo. haha..doesnt really matter, somehow i felt i will have this Sister-Brother conversation with him if we ever talk again. hahaha..

I don't know why we are talking relationships.... Haha.. Jx was actually the last person in my 23 turning 24 life who confess face to face to me... omg... that was like I was only 17. Sweet 17?Haha..1 year too old for Sweet 16. Hahaha..

I feel retarded talking about such things...

Hahaha...Another item on my wishlist...

wanted to post this a couple of days ago...muahahaha..but I was running late for class..explain the dots earlier.
Anyway, it’s my usual crazy nonsense again. You see, I have thousand and one things to wish for and wanna get. Find a day where I don’t want something.
How this straw bag came to my mind...Quite nonsense...Bear with me for a few lines... I was on the bus to work. Again, I saw this girl (I think she's a designer or she does something artistic, her dressing never repeat itself until a few weeks...) Well, I fell in love her straw bag. The picture is just a look alike of it. Come September, you know what to get for me? Muahahaha... probably I will get it in a few week time? Ask me ok? muahahha...
My previous post a couple entries before...I mentioned I wanted the citigems bracelet...well I got it. Muahahaha.... Loving it by the day.... :) So, you can actually remove that item from my wishlist... Another thing to blog, I just came back from Batam on Thursday. Yes. I went there for work. Please don't think otherwise. The only enjoyment I get from there is sleeping on the King size bed. But not alone. hahaha... with a female colleague. Just in case, you don't know me. I actually can fall asleep within 5 minutes unless I'm feeling bloody stressed. Talking about stress, the last time I actually felt stress was taking my driving test & taking the exams for my LAST module. Don't actually wanna remind myself of such failure. Its crazy.
When you know after you fail, you will have to go through a patch in life. Its really tough. I'm thankful for my friends who were so encouraging and worried that I didnt have the correct and sufficient notes. Without them, I probably won't survive.
Have you ever tried getting so jittery that you actually pass out? I did. I'm not actually proud of it. I did that 3 times in my 23 (turning 24) life. First time, at O level English exams, I actually pass out DURING the paper!
During mid of the paper, i had the urge to vomit. So I got up and headed for the toilet. Because my secondary school was a little run down.. the exam hall is actually on the 2nd floor. The 1st floor is actually the canteen. I pass out at the stairs... And thank you Siva for reminding me I left a loud "thump" before I pass out. And I actually interrupted his momentum to write. duh.Anyway, I continue the paper after I woke up. Amazing Serene.
2nd Time, Outside LV Boutique at Taka. Drama! Here comes Drama! I fainted without much before effect. And the best part is I just collapse on a Mr Ang’s lap and facing inwards. I can never forget Joanne slapping and telling not to fool around. (This you can think otherwise~! Seriously, If I could re-wind the whole scene, I would prefer facing outwards) That event really mark my “fainting” days. I actually pass out twice and knock my head on the pillar. I didn’t felt any pain until I got home. Hahaha… Now I finally understand that after you faint or in sub-conscious state, even if you get raped you probably won’t know until after effects. I’m just crapping. (hey, probably I though by fainting they will throw me a LV Bag~! Ok. Nonsense)
3rd Time. I was out walking around at Taka. Yes. Taka again. Haha.. For some reasons, I don’t’ know why I actually pass out that time around. All I know is someone actually said to her boyfriend, “ that girl very weird leh” I really was quite pissed off. Hello stranger?!?! If you black out and all you could do is hear voices, you will behave like me.
Like I say, Taka is like a fainting playground for me. Out of 3 times, twice happen there. I saw a doctor after the first time. He said I’m slightly low blood pressure. And people actually think it’s a joke that I can take MC for that. Bastard. Wait till I faint in front of you and make sure you make a fool of yourself. Sometimes, people are just so selfish that they think being not very healthy is wrong.
Oh, I went airport last night at 2am in the morning. Pretty insane. But I just realize they actually serve Macdonald Breakfast at 3am. Hahaha! I had coffee bean at 2am after the midnight show at beach road, Mr & Mrs Smith.
I think my stress level is coming. My work is so hectic that I couldn’t even find time to buy wenhan’s present. Finally, I finish buying all. I tell you ah…its really insane. For the past week, I didn’t find a good slot to go shopping.Monday – Work and ClassTuesday – Work & Work even later. Manage to go Bishan to check things out.Wednesday – Outstation @Batam. (I woke up at 6am!Argh~!) Stay over at BatamThursday – Outstation @ Batam. (Call room service the previous night because I was almost like a dead log :P) Came Back Singapore at 7pm, and went back office to send the reports. I actually knocked off at 9pm! 9pm!!! Argh.. Had dinner with my boss and etc. Reach home and had to clear my dirty clothes.Friday – work & more work… had to clear all my emails for the past few days. Nobody was in the office. Thus, nobody read my emails. Actually there was someone. The old Man. But I prefer to include him as non-existence. He create not solve problems. Muahaha…evil serene :p I’m not done yet! I went for class and I went home to access to my email because I had unfinished shit!
This explains my busy week. I foreseen this will go on for at least 1 more month or more. But I’m not losing weight leh.
Oh!I finally can answer this qtn..Why do you need so many thumbdrives & SD Cards?à So that when I’m outstation, I’m won’t be lonely and would be music-less :)Better stop blogging. I shall post wenhan’s present later. Hee!

Citigems Bracelet

Citigems Bracelet
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

I WANT THIS BRACELET!Muahahaha..got my hint? This is one BIG MONSTER HINT!
Ok.I'll only accept this present if its my birthday. I'm not some Jian Girl who goes around accept gifts as if the guy is oblige to buy.
(Ps, MY birthday is in September) not exactly looking forward to it other than recieving gifts. Muahahha..Would you be happy if you are getting older? Nah... save that issue for another day.
Anyway, the bracelet only cost $148.. I'm considering of getting it myself.. Shall work out my budget first. hee..
Any takers for my advanced Birthday Present? by the way, it can be bought at Citigems... hee...Muahaha..

Herve Chapelier Bag

Muahaha.. My current Favourite Bag. Navy Blue on the outside, Shocking Pink on the inside. The brand is Herve Chapelier. Loving it for the lovely color combination.
(Ps : I have three Bag from this brand...hee..Small, Medium, Large)
This is the small One.
Medium is in pink (Lighter Pink on the inside & Darker Pink on the outside)
Large is only use when I go for a short trip. Its Huge ok! Hee!I Can even put 5 days clothes in there :p ( Blue on the outside, Electric Green on the inside)
Lately, I been very sensitive to music. And got hooked to this particular song by Michael Buble. He's a wonderful singer. Each time I hear this song, my nerves, emotions will just calm down and so that my temper.
You should listen to it too. By the way, I cant seem to be able to fix the media Player on the blog. Shall do it when I'm Really Really Free.
Here's the song :
(http://www.dazzled.com/buzzbeam/Songs/[Michael%20Buble]%20-%20Grown-Up%20Christmas%20List.mp3)

Oh!My birthday is in September. If you are thinking of getting me a present. The bag from this brand would be a excellent choice. Muahaha! 1 more bag won't do much harm. You have about 3 more months to consider this.

Beng just sent me his schedule for the month of June & July. Now, our gatherings have to depend on him. Because, we never know when he is flying again. doesnt he sound like a air steward? Too Bad they are not exactly recruiting Air steward anymore. Women have more appeal lah! (Just in case you don't know, its a Asst Engineer, a job that require frequent flying)
In fact, i don't envy him. Flying can tire you down. And you will find Orchard like a tourist attraction. This is so ironic.
Come to think of it, Myself, Beng & Aloy used to hang around at orchard after class because we didnt want to go home so early.
For my case, Singapore Poly is like 15 minutes away from orchard & i only need 30 minutes to reach Home sweet Home, Hougang from there. Well, I'm just making a excuse to shorten my bus ride from SP. Muahaha..
But I dread going orchard now. Unless I'm driving or Someone is driving. You see, I hate the NEL. I'm living between two NEL Station, sometimes I wonder which stop should I just get off when the walking distance is almost the same.
Oh...I wanna go the Suntec Midnight Sales...Muahahaha......

I was talking to Brian yesterday on msn...he told me about his new "found" motive in life. But it turn out sour. Apparently, the girl was going to australia soon to find her ex bf. (Brian don't kill me!~) Muahaha..i apparently laugh my head off on msn. I'm sorry I laughed. But it comical ma. And 1 more thing, it better that you found it now better than you and her are together and she tells you that her heart is in australia with another guy? Brace up ok? And Please stop using the F word in your blog. Damn distracting.. Muahahaha...

Until next time...

Lion Roar!

Beng With Lion
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

Muahahha..I personally like this photo alot. Very Comical and very Beng. He is always looking for such artistic Photo.

Grp Photo @ Billy Bombers

Grp Photo @ Billy Bombers
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

Here's the Group Photo we took yesterday. I would say this is a very well taken photo.
We arranged to meet up at Beach Road, Kim Cuisine, but however it was very appealing to them. And of course, I was late. I had a duty to do ok? I went to collect the cake at Katong Mall.
Awfully Chocolate! Yummy!
We gave up the idea of eating Zi Cze, we walk toward to Billy Bombers at Bugis. By the way, parking at Shaw Building is cheap, $1.00 per entry, no cashcard accepted, Cash Only.
I must give credit to Billy Bombers @ Bugis a 120% Thank you. They really hosted their customer really well. Thumb Up!
First, we got settle at those typical Red Sofa seats, but we had to split to tables. (There were 10 of us) They manage to get us seats that allows sitting in a longish manner. Really good service! They even gave Minli a Birthday present. Wonderful right?
The food wasn’t fantastic but when you get good service, you will feel and think the food is good. That’s human Nature.
Beng/ Suling / William join us later to cut the cake at Billy Bombers.
William look so exhausted, he kept quiet most of the time, enjoying his Root Beer Float in silence… Hmm…
Beng was so late, he went to buy the “Snow Wolf Lake” tickets that are screening in September. Is that my Birthday gift? Don’t surprise me! I cannot take it! Muahaha!
Suling join us later because it was also her mum’s birthday celebration.

Unlike Desmond birthday, this time was a no surprise celebration. The waitress was so comical. On the way to the toilet (Myself & Minli) , the waitress came over and ask whether they could take the cake out. And ask me whether it was meant to be a surprise. (Ps, the Birthday girl was beside me when she ask me that) But they were really so nice to prepare and arrange a birthday song too! Des was delighted when he didn’t have to sing the Birthday Song. Muahahaha…Now that’s what I call by paying for service charge! Oh, Phin Steakhouse service charge was just not worth paying. :p

Beng gave me a “Gucci Bag”, the bag he bought at KL. Cheap Bargain! Muahahha..but at least I got something from him. By the way, the list of things he should get when traveling.
1) Thailand à Paper lighting
2) Philippines à Dried Mango~
3) KL à VNC shoes cheap leh! Muahahha..I wear Size 7.
4) Indonesia à haven’t though about it… LOL I’m going there soon…Save your luggage space.

PS: Every Country sells Plasters. That’s if you realize…. Got my Hint?

After Dinner, we headed for movies at Shaw Building. Wah!I tell you ah… Its only $7.50 per ticket for Weekends! Way Way Cheaper than Golden Village Cinemas! Next time you want to catch a movie, you don’t have to pick a posh place to watch movie, Beach Road, Shaw Building will do. Come on, face it if you are thinking the seats are old and dirty, in the dark you cannot even differ Nance Popcorn & Nachos!
We watch “ Monster in Law”. Entertaining show. Muahahaha.. Really enjoyed it. Sometimes you really wonder why Jennifer Lopez is so popular uh? But she’s just popular and earning big bucks with her big butt.
After the show, we headed home. Sent Beng, Jacky, Desmond, Xueling Home. I’m such an Angel.

I think this should conclude my Saturday, 28th May 2005. By the way, Minli’s actual Birthday is on 2nd June 2005.
And there’s video I took at Billy Bomber when we were singing the Birthday Song. I won’t post it out. It’s my own privacy. Let me know if you want, I will send you a URL to download it.
Next Birthday Boy, Jacky Chan. Somebody just gotta organize.

Oh, Aloy is leaving for Australia for exercise in September, and my birthday would also be his farewell. He will be going for 2 Months or so..

Flower Power..

Yesterday I was out with a friend. Muahaha...
Picture this:
You are in a lovely-dovey relationship, everything seems so happy and together. So you both planned a short holiday to Thailand, 5 days, 4 Nights. Out of nowhere, one of the partner initiated a break-up. Reasons I do not know.

1) Would you just continue the trip and pretend nothing has happen?(Ps, sharing the same room)
2) Cancel your name off and pay extra $150 for the admin fees?

Anyway, the person just went ahead with the trip. Isn’t it weird? In a foreign country, aren’t you supposed to rely on each other? And now things are not on the better side of the story, isn’t it even hard to start a conversation?
Maybe I won't have the courage to do that. Even if I go for the trip, I would have break down in tears after the trip. Isn’t the trip supposed to be a happy event? It turn out that after the trip, you know you will be going on your separate ways.

Another scenario :
A couple dating for 5years or more, broke up because the guy said there wasn’t any feeling.
Guys , seriously how do you actually speak your mind in that way? Try putting the other party feeling in mind before you really speak your mind.

On the front they are just as good as married couple.

I was astonished by their break-up and starting to think very pessimistic about such relationships.
How do you assured yourself that the relationship you are having is the one? The last One?
Every couple just has their side of the story. Endless count of quarrels/ arguments/ bickering. You never know when the relationship will just break like bread crumbs.
Lately, been into the topic on relationship. Better stop.

Ps: the flower was taken with my E800C, Pretty right!I'm a genius with my Handphone camera!

My Magnets

Muahahaha.. thank you all for letting me into 7-11 to purchase these Magnets... Anyway, just wanna show you guys my collection. this is a small showcase of my collection. Any kind souls who has extra design? give me hor! Muahahaha..

My Watch

Since I'm quite free now. I was going through the photos in my Office Pc. Sure have alot of Junk.
Here's the Watch that my Mummy bought for me about a year ago.
Yes. its my most expensive Watch. And I'm loving it by the day...
I'm not trying to haolian. But I must say my brother has good taste because He chose this.
Muahahaha...

My Wish List (Gucci Wallet)

This was one of my Wishlist. Sometimes when you post your wishlist, its not about letting people know what you want. If you look in another way, its you working hard to achieve and get whatever you want.
This mean saving up to get it yourself. Or if you insist, then wait for it to drop from heaven..
Anyway, the point is.. I happen to know Kevin bought the same wallet for his gf.
Ps: His gf & myself share the same name, Serene. Muahahaha.. Ironic.

My fav Jelly Beans

I need this Jelly Bean to cheer me up! Actually I'm not upset or pissed anymore. Because, its really not really not my business. Shall get this before I go for class later... Muahahaha!

A/ B/ C/ D

Ok fine. I'm not going to write the concluding story about the four letters. Firstly and formal, it's really none of my business. I left an entry on my old live Journal about the A / B / C / D story. Which briefly explain their relationship. Its so brief that I dont really think its much of a story. I write what I think not write to gossip. I feel that I have been look at the wrong side of the entry, What I been trying to tell in the entry is,
"You never know that your partner can be knowing another new target, or should I say your partner might be actively looking for a new target. I'm not saying in this case the partners are betraying my friends. But, this is reality, I guess. "

This is the last time I will mention that story. But I would like to say for once, if you feel that you have done the right thing, then don't think people are transparent because they use Alphabets only. If I was out to gossip about it. I would have mentioned the names & Surnames, if you insist. I use Alphabets so that I'm won't be the Bitch of the year. I would just want to add on, Joanne is immersed in her present relationship & I see her Glowing by the day.

From the day I realize that a new couple surfaced from the four people, I agreed that they were a better match. No, I'm not curious to know how you guys are getting. There's isn'nt a need for me to know so much information. But then again, As long as you are happy in the new relationship, why be afraid of people gossip?

I hate when I'm look at wrong side of the story.

Posting this picture, I'm bloody pissed because I'm looked at the wrong side of the story.
Photo Taken at Hong Kong, Stanley Market. The Sun was scorning! My cousin insists on taking a Photo. Crazy Woman. Anyway, the background is nicer than me. Of course. If I can look as good as the scenery, I would be a prop background artist..

Pissed Look~

The End*

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Ok. Beng msg me this morning, he's flying to Philippines first, Saturday departing to Thailand.
Will be back to Singapore on Monday. Ya, he msg me to remind me to do errand for him.
People, you are supposed to miss him, according to his sms.
Since he is there, he is supposed to get me dried mangos from Philippines, Paper lightings from Thailand. Plaster of course!

Seiko Watch

Don't the watch just look like it's serene property already? Muahaha.. sadly, its philip Chong Seiko watch. Its his farewell gift from my boss to him. I was "awww..." all the way, lately I'm very into chunky watches..Maybe its because of my fat arms...Muahahha! But this watch face has Chronograph and i don't have a watch with Chronograph! Its so not fair. I should just resign while i still can get a gift.
Reminder!I suggested that gift! It cost around 400bucks ok! I'm falling in love with it more everytime i look at this photo. then again, i can only adore. This is so sad...
I really think i suit this watch. Philip Chong when are you going to hate this watch? You might wanna consider giving me. Muahahaha...