I.....

I AM: But a simple girl…
I WANT: my wishlist to come true? LOLz..
I FEAR: that time spent on some things are just gone overnight…
I HEAR: you say when you speak…
I WISH: I was better in making decisions
I HATE: when my inner me is not heard..
I MISS: tlc &c…
I WONDER: why cockroaches can survive in any conditions!I REGRET: not studying hard enough in all stages of my life…including now…
I AM NOT : what you think I am…
I DANCE: like crap… no such history..
I SING: myself to bed…lolz..
I CRY: most of the times…
I AM NOT ALWAYS: comfortable with strangers?
I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: Cross stitches? But I actually use the needle and thread….. :p I make good handcrafts?
I WRITE: like a 5 year old kid? Horrible lah..
I CONFUSE: myself all the time…I NEED: tlc…tlc…tlc…tlc..
I SHOULD: start thinking what I really what
I START: and should finish what I plan…
I FINISH: getting confused?
I LOVE: chilling out…hee..(aka gossiping..)
I REMEMBER: the good memories…

Watch...

Watch...
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

Since we are into the topic of watches... I eye on this watch quite a while ago. But realise it wasnt really work the price. hee... So I gave up that idea.

Enjoy the picture..I have decided to print it in color and do a Cut-Out haha...And paste it on my wrist. Brilliant huh...hee..

Another thing to blog, Just last saturday met up with Ben, Minli, Beng, Xueling for dinner. We were Beast! We Were Carnivores for the tonight...

We had Brazilian Churrascria! If you love meat..this is the place for you. Meat and meat and meat and more meat...haha..

I starve the whole week to indulge in such sins. haha.. Nah..joking. there wasnt anything in the house to eat also.
I heard there is another branch or a similiar concept place at Sixth Ave. THe one I went was at Chijmes. Nice place to dine.

I hope to dine there on my birthday..Not the same place. But some other place but within Chijmes.

Chijmes always gave me a very Loving mood to be in... haha...

Robertson Walk used to gave me that feeling...But after last year's Birthday...I had some painful memories...hahaha..

Dkny Watch

Dkny Watch
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

Nothing much to comment actually. Posted this picture to tell you guys I have this watch...hee... U can strike it off from my wishlist...

Chee-na Bowl

Chee-na Bowl
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

I dont know why I took this photo leh. I think it reminded me of a Classic Chinese wedding Bowl.
Anyway, I took it at this Dessert place at Zion Road.

William Horrible Hp

William Horrible Hp
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

I was suppose to post many many photos lah. This was one of the classic. Our Darling William can actually use a handphone to this state. tsktsk...
Now you see the whiter patch? hahaha..those are the buttons that have fallen off. Isnt that amazing? How do you use a handphone till you have the buttons dropping off?
I have evil friends...hahaha.. Someone said If the thief would to steal your handphone...the thief would have think he has gone into some really bad luck streak.
REAL BAD LUCK. Muhahaha..

By the way, I tried to use his handphone to make a call. It's immpossible leh. It the most high tech phone in the discarded market. Its semi..PDA! I repeat..Its SEMI.... Its so high tech.

These days, people live in such high technology that I dont how to describe this classic Piece.

Hahaha!

My Flowers

My Flowers
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

Here's my Vday flowers...hahaha.... I know its like April lah. YOu know lah. I have other stuff to do ok! Anyway, Its tulips just in case you don't know your library of flowers.
Accordingly to sources, my buddy wrap the plastic wrapping. hahaha..
Thank you wrapper, Florist, giver, Buddy. And of course to the whole bunch of the rest, because it wasnt them I wouldnt have got one.
*wink*

Oh oh.....

Oh...Oh... I'm Finally Blogging....hahaha.. Ok. I'm such a loser. I cant manage my time well enough can? Feel better? To all my dear friends aka fans to my blog... Anyway my blog is like my wishlist centre. When Serene sees a new thing and get gara over it...she will post it out. Ya..I havent been posting for a long long long time...
That day, Brian even msn me..."Oi auntie..you how many thousand year never blog..."hahaha.... 1001 years?
Well..for starters...I was really busy leh.. (Ps, i used to update once a week...the following updates are in months...)hahaha..

January 2006
Work was pretty insane... Boss got promotion which also means workload increase. I tell you ah..there is nothing I have not done. Even when they go for Management meeting, I'm supposed to go get packed lunch. I even set up the conference room projector. I just asked my collaegue what else I have not done. (See March Topic...its more amazing)
Enough of work. School also insane lah. January had so many cancel lessons until I feel bad. Because I'm going to suffer in the later months. More lesson cancel also means lesser time for exams. (True enough...i did suffer...:(

February 2006
Chinese New Year...many many holidays. As usual, I didnt have plans to take any leave to extend my festive mood. This year we went.....Jacky / Minli / William's place.... I dun have many memories of CNY. hahaha... Dont know why..
Valentine's day came with a surprise. I should be thankful I have a florist friend. Lovely flowers :)

March 2006
Current Month... hee... Nothing much. I'm still busy at work. Project due......deadlines...Come 27th march 2006 i will be offically on No Pay Leave for a month. I need to fight the last term lah. Cannot tabao and tabao...it will become a neverending story. I also needed a break from work/study and not doing anything. Hahaha... I'm physcially and mentally tired lah.

Last paper on 17th April 06...if you really think I'm free that day. You can Date me. Actually I think I will nuaz alot. No pay leh..hee..

Other updates....See that picture of the bag. Wau lao.. in the mids of my busy schedule..I pop at Ebay to see see look look...And i found this bag for sale leh. its only USD 38 bucks for 2 Bag (both Pink). I lovveerrreeeee the checked one leh. I was so upset that day I didnt manage to bid the bag because I was outbid for USD 1 DOLLAR ONLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

will post another entry shortly............................show startinggggggg

Track Back...

I was supposed to blog a couple of times.... Either I decided to do something else or I decided to lie on my bed and roll....muahhaha..
Lately, I'm been indulging in......... crapping! muahahaha!
Here are the few Example :
A : I see the queue at LCG (Ba Kwa Shop, try making a guess!) , I wanna Faint.....
Me : Did the auntie offer you Ba Kwa to nose sniff you wake up?

*muahahaha*

Me : Can we lunch in? I very stone.......
A : Can. Anything
A : You don't sit there too long, later become Stone Lion...
Me : DUh....

*muahahaha*

Ok..I was going to blog about the Year 2005... Its going be a long entry..I just thought I needed to reflect. But I kinda forgot to blog about it... Wait till I got the time, I think it would be mid year. haha..

Xmas Xmas Xmas...

Finally I'm sitting down in office trying to find time to blog? Ok. I admit I'm lazy lah.

I was looking through my older entries...I just realise Im loved by many..haha.. including myself. I buy things for myself to pamper my little fluttered heart... hahaha..

I will blog more later... do some work first...

1) Mickey Mouse KeyChain --> I got it leh. But its fake. I'm so cheapo. Like Minli. Muahaha..
2) Armani Watch --> Still nobody wanna buy. Hmm...
3) Puma Jacket --> Got it liao. Muahahha
4) Ipod Casing --> I bought it for myself. Pink Ipod Mini casing..lol..
5) Flowers For Me! --> Hee.. Got liao. Birthday gift from a darling friend. Girl lah!
6) Straw Bag --> Got liao.. Wenhan bought it for me. (Xueling got 1 for me too! so i got 2!
7) Me To You Cross Stitch Template --> Still nobody got for me...
8) Gucci Bear --> Ps, I want a Fake 1. haha.. Pls get it for me at shenzhen. LOL!
9) Herve Chapelier Bag --> Got liao.. Got 3.
10) Citigem Bracelet --> Got liao.
11) Gucci Wallet --> Got liao.

I want this for xmas......

Any kind souls? hee..
except please request to have it crave, Serene instead. That's the closest I can find lah. wuahahaha... I promise i will be nice?

Grown up Christmas List...

Grown-up Christmas List

Do you remember me?

I sat upon your knee

I wrote to you with childhood fantasies

Well, I'm all grown-up now

Can you still help somehow?

I'm not a child, but my start still can dream

So here's my lifelong wish

My grown-up Christmas list

Not for myself, but for a world in need

No more lives torn apart

That wars would never start

And time would heal all hearts

Every man would have a friend

That right would always win

And love would never end

This is my grown-up Christmas list

What is this illusion called the innocence of youth?

Maybe only in that blind belief can we ever find the truth

No more lives torn apart

That wars would never start

And time would heal our hearts

Every man would have a friend

That right would always win

And love would never end

This is my grown-up Christmas list

This is my only lifelong wish

This is my grown-up Christmas list

I love this song... :)

Suling's Birthday...

Ok. We are so sorry we cannot celebrate Suling's birthday. But according to sources, she has her boy to celebrate with her. So, we as friends shall make ourselves busy. haha.. Nah...For the record, November is a busy month. Exams for both Des & Jacky....Follow by Myself & minli...All the way until 1st Week to December.

Poor us.

Anyway, we have prepared a surprise for her. Hee... A Chocolate Nougat cake...(Jacky lately keep chosing nougat related food leh...dunoe why...) & a bouquet of Tulips...I'm still waiting for the photos..Muhaahahha..

I have arranged for the cake & flowers to be delivered to her office. hee..she said she would be working today, 26th Nov 05. Then, i wrote a card and send it to her house telling her tat all tat surprise is from us... hopefully the timing of all things arrive at the correct time... hahaha...

Here's the cake photo...

Wait till my exams are over then i go do the template lah...busy lah... hee..

Stupid Me!

I change the template without saving my old template. argh...kill me.. until the next time i'm free....

Colmar Tropical

Colmar Tropical
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

First of all, i must give copyrights to www.maggiemarket.com i extract this picture from the website.
the creator was going sabah lah! but we going Bukit Tinggi leh. haha..Anyway, i edited to Colmar Tropical.

Thank you Maggie Market for that lovely picture.

Our Trip...

Our Trip...
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

hee... Hers the trip details.

17th Leave for Singapore. Our First Trip. ALl 8 of us. First timers..Muhahaha...

Beng/ Ser / Tiong/ Jacky / Minli / Ben / Joanne / Ryan

Beng & jacky will be sharing room hor...Muhahahha..

Here's the details.
17th Dec 2005 - Meet at Golden Mile Complex meet at 715am. (8am the bus will leave singapore. We have to reach Golden Mile the latest 730am).

The coach will bring us to Berjaya first. Those who wanna stay at Berjaya will alight. For us, we would also alight to transfer to a mini van to go to colmar. We would reach Colmar around 230pm.
Check in at Colmar Tropical Bukit Tinggi Hotel.. If you wanna see how it looks like check out this webby. http://www.btresort.com.my/
Beautiful? better have a nicer picture of the place first...hahaha!

After Check in, we would be touring the place...(try to picture it as Sentosa) what i understand is we have to take a shuttle bus to get around places.
By evening, all events should be close. We shall proceed for dinner at the hotel...
Dinner is at our own cost.

After Dinner, go back to hotel room to do what you want. But... we intend to gather at a room to chit chat and talk cork...muhahaha.. Can SOmeone bring poker cards? si buay sian leh...

18th December 2005 (Sunday)
Next day, we would meet up for breakfast at hotel. Breakfast is provided. After breakfast, do some final packing up, then we check out at 12noon to go down to berjaya.
45 mins ride from Colmar to Berjaya...

We would reach Berjaya around 1-2pm...Check in at hotel, Berjaya Time Square Suites & Convention.
Check out this webby...
http://www.berjayaresorts.com.my/timesquarekl/

Hee... After check in, we head for shopping! Muhahhaha.. nah... go try the rides or what. I also, dunoe what's there...

19th Dec 2005 (Monday)
We will meet at the hotel lobby for breakfast. Breakfast provided... hee.. THen, for last minute shopping once again! the Coach will pick us up at 3pm to be shuttle back to Singapore, Golden Mile.

Estimated expense, 100Singapore Dollars for Eating and etc... if you wanna shop, bring more lah! muahaha..
That's all folks!

By the way, i forgot to mention, the hotel reservation would only confirm 3 days later (from this posting).

So wish us luck...

Sky from my Room

I took this photo from my room window...... i think it was going to rain...hahaha... but very nice :)

Now you know when you mix blue & White & Pink...you will get the best effects. muhahaha..

Enjoy.. havent been blogging lately. Busy lah.

My Ipod Mini Has New Clothes!

My Ipod Mini Has New Clothes!
Originally uploaded by buzzbeam.

Here's my ipod mini new clothes hee... Later i edit my wishlist...hee....... *Grins*

Blog Browsing...

Hahaha...I was browsing Brian's blog. Hahaha..he............ Looovveee moi? Nah.. one of his stupid short story. But It really amuse me.

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I held her hand and ran towards it. I cut through the many people around us, bumping into some of them in the process. I did not care much about it. My mind had only one objective, to bring her there in the shortest time.We arrived at the ticket booth. Both of us were panting hard. For the first I look back at her. Feeling a little guilty for making her short of breath. Before she can react, I turn away and bought 2 tickets for the ride. I grab her hand and walk up onto the boarding platform. A man promptly open the door to let us into the car. We sat down facing each other. There was a gentle smile on her face. I think she like this.What lies in front of me was scenic. The background was filled with little sparkle of lights from the surrounding buildings.

It was like the sky filled with shiny stars. Her beautiful face blend in superbly with it. It was breath taking.I smiled and said "I have always wanted to do this.""The last time I was on this machine, was when I was 7. My dad brought the whole family to the theme park. I cannot remember much of it. The only thing that I could remember was the ride on the ferris wheel."

"To be able ride on the ferris again, with you, no words can describe how I feel right now. I reached for hand and held it tight. I looked at her, into her eyes. "I love you Serene" I said.

She smiled and tighten her grip on me.

How I wish all good things will not come to an end.

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Since I was onto the topic of Ferris Wheel, I think the last time I sat a Ferris Wheel was in Hongkong. Good view, good weather. My Cousin was actually scared of height, but he insist he must try. (Ps, my cousin was only 12 that year)

Updates.
Lately alot of stuff going on. Don't how to react about certain things. Hai... Life really just goes on...Open yourself to everything new.
Oh, for my stats Project I got 15.5 / 20. Its average. Because, the lowest was 14 and the highest was 17. We are so in the middle...Median lah....

Sometimes relationships fail and we really have to move on. Although, saying is so much easier. But doing it is so much harder. Then you wish someone would just make you feel blissful again.
Avoiding the facts will help? I doubt....I dunoe....

I'm tired of thinking....

Here's a picture to cheer you and me up... Beng Caught in the Act... LOL @ Mount Faber....
By the way, beng enlighten me that day. He...................................
At least 90% of the girls he chases or become his girlfriends have the Name, bearing the letter, J.
I shall not name the names out... its rude. Hahaha...

Until next time. Meanwhile, enjoy the short story and change the name and tell that to someone else........

Hmm...... Proposal on a Ferris Wheel? Haha.. No escape for the girl!

Hello Smoker...

I was talking to someone today. I think he Buay tahan me. I think its because of the course i'm doing. I'm being very Ge Gao....Muahahaha.....

Dedicated to all Smokers. I teach you how to be richer ok? muahahha..
I have work it out... Each Big pack cost $11.00.

Assuming, 1 big packet (20 sticks) will last you 3 days. Every week you smoke about 6 days. This is assuming you usually slack at home on sunday and won't find yourself smoking at home.

Thats 40 sticks per week. (Holy Shit...You know how much tar i have to dig for that?)

Ok Enough of Tar Business. Let's talk about Money matters.

Thats equal to $22 per week.

In a Month, you spend $88 on the smoke that you puff it away.

In a year, you actually puff away $1144. Not a nice number, "4" means die... hahaha...

So, for those smokers, do you think you would have spend the $1144 on something else?

I'm taking on a view that you only smoke 6 sticks per day. But then again, are you those who only smoke 6 sticks per day only? If its more, the revenue is even higher.

think about it, that thousand bucks can be your Year End Bonus.......

Lays Potato Chips...

hahaha..the title has nothing to do with my blogging today. Its a little off track... the Lays potato chips was lying on my table feeling lonely, you see. ( Crappy)

The whole week was almost "Made in Hell" What does Made in hell means? Means everything that could happen is only stuff you would make you work like hell? hahaha..this doesnt make much sense...

The week has been like this...

Monday, Went to work with monday blues..as usual. How do you know when you are having monday blues? When you wear something blue to work? hahaha... This was the joke of the day at office. Sound super lame hor..
Went for classes... Feeling exhausted. Someone came by to fetch me. Ate my favourite porridge...

tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday just went by...and its already week 9 of school term. Projects are in a mess. I having problems with my project mates, either they are not there for class, or i sms the ghost and no one replies. Sometimes, I feel myself so fan.

now i found a reason for putting that ghost-y flower in the earlier post... hahaha. i sms the ghost-y project mates..

Thursday, i went for retail therapy... Beng asked me what is retail therapy... duh stupid leh. Means going shopping lah! I really went for retail therapy because i was feeling moody. Projects falling apart, School work not coping well, inter relationship not working, health always not very good lah. I dont need to explain further.

I think some of you guys seem my fainting situations...haha... leave that behind... it only comes when it wants to come...

I blog the upper part very very long ago...haha..i decided to continue now...

I was talking to a friend on msn. i'm starting to treasure my poly friends alot. Not that I hate those non-poly friends but i come to realise that sometimes they do understand certain things better.
Ok. the friend was complaining about his work life. I'm only hearing 1 side of his story and i said i wun comment unless i hear both sides. He gave me attitude. he kinda said "Sorry then I'm telling the wrong person then"

I'm not pissed, angry. But this is the way i treat things, I dont want to talk too much if i dun have the balance of the story. if i only hear 1 side of the story, i will feel biased and give a wrong comment.
Enough of that.

I'm quite relieved 2 out of 3 projects are completed. Ok. Pending 1 project...I cant say much about that. Classmates just sms me and said he cannot get a pc to complete the project. And what am i suppose to do? I suggested training his bird to send me his project... that's the best solution uh?

Anyway, this week is a bad week. Me falling sick. Beng / xl/ minli feeling down. I also feeling down because running of time. Minli just tendered her ah yat job... She seems relieved but i'm happy for her. at least she going to look for a greener grass...

The last bit, I'm quite determined to quit this present job (If they dont retrenched me at this moment) by April 2006. When the course finish, i will quit and find the greener grass elsewhere or maybe just concentrate on being a full time student. I'm like working in a old folk home, every old person is working there and waiting for their penision. all they do is sit there and try to act busy. While the young ones strive to make the company work. When work just comes to their hands, they do the tai chi actions..... you know... the pushing here and there.....or try the "I Dont know how to do " thing..

Let me educate you on how to practice the "I Dont know how to do" thing..

Person 1 : Eh... "person 2, can you help me do this?"
Person2 : I Don't know how to do leh!
Person1 : 1 Word dont know means dont need to do?
Person2 : Yes. I dont know how to do then how to do?

This is how you practice Tai Chi Action. Top on the list.