Mickey

Mickey
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Muahahha..Here's my latest Toy. Its those Solar generated Toy.

This is My creation

Its All Abt Us
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Ok. This is probably my most Bo Liao thing I have ever done. But I LOVE IT!
Anyway, We celebrated Jacky's Birthday on Thursday, 24th June 2005. We had Lao Beijing. The food turn out better than expected. Anyway, we got a $50 Voucher. Next time, we can go again!
Once again, we are back to Rachel & Jacky Issue.
Here's our interpretion of Jacky's Proposal...Muahahha...
Jacky : AI MAI BE MY STEADY?
Rachel : BU yao lah… Wo Shy
Jacky : "buay steady lah"
Jacky :mai ah nei leh, lai steady lah

Happy Birthday Wenhan

Happy Birthday WH
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Haha.. I'm trying to release the building stress I'm getting from work / school and etc. Its really so insane lately. I cant even determine when I'll be in Singapore. Not that I'm going very far lah. But its very diffcult to plan things.
Anyway, I just took 15minutes off from my work to create this. Haha.. Very bo liao lah.
The precious moment figurine / Carpet/ Pillow all bought by us for Wenhan. Haha.. Ok scold me for being Bo liao...
Wenhan, you better save this picture. I really think I damn Bo liao...

Time sure flies...

I actually recieve a friendster msg from a secondary friend. Erm..seriously, i didnt quite recongise him. Dont ask me lah. I can't even picture his look during secondary days. I even told loy that I cant even recall how I look like that year. hahaha.. Yaya.. nerdy with the specs. But then again, who is short sighted hasnt gone through the nerdy look before? haha.. I still wear specs when i Travel. Now, I'm considering of making a oakley specs. Sounds insane right? see there isnt a day where serene can live her mind without wanting to get something! ok. Since Jack got a lobang...Im even more tempted. Haha! Let me consider...I cannot let my 1year's dream go down the drain by spending money. Muahahha.. its a plan that I wish I can fulfill earlier this year. No. its not about getting married. Please..My mind isnt settled also.
Oh..just for the record, my mum got married when she was 23-24 haha.. which makes me almost eligible for marriage. But then again, my mum didnt need to get her degree. haha! so lame.

Back to the topic, i was discussing with Loy whom the person was. But one thing for sure, he really change. If that's him in the photo. haha..doesnt really matter, somehow i felt i will have this Sister-Brother conversation with him if we ever talk again. hahaha..

I don't know why we are talking relationships.... Haha.. Jx was actually the last person in my 23 turning 24 life who confess face to face to me... omg... that was like I was only 17. Sweet 17?Haha..1 year too old for Sweet 16. Hahaha..

I feel retarded talking about such things...

Hahaha...Another item on my wishlist...

wanted to post this a couple of days ago...muahahaha..but I was running late for class..explain the dots earlier.
Anyway, it’s my usual crazy nonsense again. You see, I have thousand and one things to wish for and wanna get. Find a day where I don’t want something.
How this straw bag came to my mind...Quite nonsense...Bear with me for a few lines... I was on the bus to work. Again, I saw this girl (I think she's a designer or she does something artistic, her dressing never repeat itself until a few weeks...) Well, I fell in love her straw bag. The picture is just a look alike of it. Come September, you know what to get for me? Muahahaha... probably I will get it in a few week time? Ask me ok? muahahha...
My previous post a couple entries before...I mentioned I wanted the citigems bracelet...well I got it. Muahahaha.... Loving it by the day.... :) So, you can actually remove that item from my wishlist... Another thing to blog, I just came back from Batam on Thursday. Yes. I went there for work. Please don't think otherwise. The only enjoyment I get from there is sleeping on the King size bed. But not alone. hahaha... with a female colleague. Just in case, you don't know me. I actually can fall asleep within 5 minutes unless I'm feeling bloody stressed. Talking about stress, the last time I actually felt stress was taking my driving test & taking the exams for my LAST module. Don't actually wanna remind myself of such failure. Its crazy.
When you know after you fail, you will have to go through a patch in life. Its really tough. I'm thankful for my friends who were so encouraging and worried that I didnt have the correct and sufficient notes. Without them, I probably won't survive.
Have you ever tried getting so jittery that you actually pass out? I did. I'm not actually proud of it. I did that 3 times in my 23 (turning 24) life. First time, at O level English exams, I actually pass out DURING the paper!
During mid of the paper, i had the urge to vomit. So I got up and headed for the toilet. Because my secondary school was a little run down.. the exam hall is actually on the 2nd floor. The 1st floor is actually the canteen. I pass out at the stairs... And thank you Siva for reminding me I left a loud "thump" before I pass out. And I actually interrupted his momentum to write. duh.Anyway, I continue the paper after I woke up. Amazing Serene.
2nd Time, Outside LV Boutique at Taka. Drama! Here comes Drama! I fainted without much before effect. And the best part is I just collapse on a Mr Ang’s lap and facing inwards. I can never forget Joanne slapping and telling not to fool around. (This you can think otherwise~! Seriously, If I could re-wind the whole scene, I would prefer facing outwards) That event really mark my “fainting” days. I actually pass out twice and knock my head on the pillar. I didn’t felt any pain until I got home. Hahaha… Now I finally understand that after you faint or in sub-conscious state, even if you get raped you probably won’t know until after effects. I’m just crapping. (hey, probably I though by fainting they will throw me a LV Bag~! Ok. Nonsense)
3rd Time. I was out walking around at Taka. Yes. Taka again. Haha.. For some reasons, I don’t’ know why I actually pass out that time around. All I know is someone actually said to her boyfriend, “ that girl very weird leh” I really was quite pissed off. Hello stranger?!?! If you black out and all you could do is hear voices, you will behave like me.
Like I say, Taka is like a fainting playground for me. Out of 3 times, twice happen there. I saw a doctor after the first time. He said I’m slightly low blood pressure. And people actually think it’s a joke that I can take MC for that. Bastard. Wait till I faint in front of you and make sure you make a fool of yourself. Sometimes, people are just so selfish that they think being not very healthy is wrong.
Oh, I went airport last night at 2am in the morning. Pretty insane. But I just realize they actually serve Macdonald Breakfast at 3am. Hahaha! I had coffee bean at 2am after the midnight show at beach road, Mr & Mrs Smith.
I think my stress level is coming. My work is so hectic that I couldn’t even find time to buy wenhan’s present. Finally, I finish buying all. I tell you ah…its really insane. For the past week, I didn’t find a good slot to go shopping.Monday – Work and ClassTuesday – Work & Work even later. Manage to go Bishan to check things out.Wednesday – Outstation @Batam. (I woke up at 6am!Argh~!) Stay over at BatamThursday – Outstation @ Batam. (Call room service the previous night because I was almost like a dead log :P) Came Back Singapore at 7pm, and went back office to send the reports. I actually knocked off at 9pm! 9pm!!! Argh.. Had dinner with my boss and etc. Reach home and had to clear my dirty clothes.Friday – work & more work… had to clear all my emails for the past few days. Nobody was in the office. Thus, nobody read my emails. Actually there was someone. The old Man. But I prefer to include him as non-existence. He create not solve problems. Muahaha…evil serene :p I’m not done yet! I went for class and I went home to access to my email because I had unfinished shit!
This explains my busy week. I foreseen this will go on for at least 1 more month or more. But I’m not losing weight leh.
Oh!I finally can answer this qtn..Why do you need so many thumbdrives & SD Cards?à So that when I’m outstation, I’m won’t be lonely and would be music-less :)Better stop blogging. I shall post wenhan’s present later. Hee!

Citigems Bracelet

Citigems Bracelet
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I WANT THIS BRACELET!Muahahaha..got my hint? This is one BIG MONSTER HINT!
Ok.I'll only accept this present if its my birthday. I'm not some Jian Girl who goes around accept gifts as if the guy is oblige to buy.
(Ps, MY birthday is in September) not exactly looking forward to it other than recieving gifts. Muahahha..Would you be happy if you are getting older? Nah... save that issue for another day.
Anyway, the bracelet only cost $148.. I'm considering of getting it myself.. Shall work out my budget first. hee..
Any takers for my advanced Birthday Present? by the way, it can be bought at Citigems... hee...Muahaha..

Herve Chapelier Bag

Muahaha.. My current Favourite Bag. Navy Blue on the outside, Shocking Pink on the inside. The brand is Herve Chapelier. Loving it for the lovely color combination.
(Ps : I have three Bag from this brand...hee..Small, Medium, Large)
This is the small One.
Medium is in pink (Lighter Pink on the inside & Darker Pink on the outside)
Large is only use when I go for a short trip. Its Huge ok! Hee!I Can even put 5 days clothes in there :p ( Blue on the outside, Electric Green on the inside)
Lately, I been very sensitive to music. And got hooked to this particular song by Michael Buble. He's a wonderful singer. Each time I hear this song, my nerves, emotions will just calm down and so that my temper.
You should listen to it too. By the way, I cant seem to be able to fix the media Player on the blog. Shall do it when I'm Really Really Free.
Here's the song :
(http://www.dazzled.com/buzzbeam/Songs/[Michael%20Buble]%20-%20Grown-Up%20Christmas%20List.mp3)

Oh!My birthday is in September. If you are thinking of getting me a present. The bag from this brand would be a excellent choice. Muahaha! 1 more bag won't do much harm. You have about 3 more months to consider this.

Beng just sent me his schedule for the month of June & July. Now, our gatherings have to depend on him. Because, we never know when he is flying again. doesnt he sound like a air steward? Too Bad they are not exactly recruiting Air steward anymore. Women have more appeal lah! (Just in case you don't know, its a Asst Engineer, a job that require frequent flying)
In fact, i don't envy him. Flying can tire you down. And you will find Orchard like a tourist attraction. This is so ironic.
Come to think of it, Myself, Beng & Aloy used to hang around at orchard after class because we didnt want to go home so early.
For my case, Singapore Poly is like 15 minutes away from orchard & i only need 30 minutes to reach Home sweet Home, Hougang from there. Well, I'm just making a excuse to shorten my bus ride from SP. Muahaha..
But I dread going orchard now. Unless I'm driving or Someone is driving. You see, I hate the NEL. I'm living between two NEL Station, sometimes I wonder which stop should I just get off when the walking distance is almost the same.
Oh...I wanna go the Suntec Midnight Sales...Muahahaha......

I was talking to Brian yesterday on msn...he told me about his new "found" motive in life. But it turn out sour. Apparently, the girl was going to australia soon to find her ex bf. (Brian don't kill me!~) Muahaha..i apparently laugh my head off on msn. I'm sorry I laughed. But it comical ma. And 1 more thing, it better that you found it now better than you and her are together and she tells you that her heart is in australia with another guy? Brace up ok? And Please stop using the F word in your blog. Damn distracting.. Muahahaha...

Until next time...

Lion Roar!

Beng With Lion
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Muahahha..I personally like this photo alot. Very Comical and very Beng. He is always looking for such artistic Photo.

Grp Photo @ Billy Bombers

Grp Photo @ Billy Bombers
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Here's the Group Photo we took yesterday. I would say this is a very well taken photo.
We arranged to meet up at Beach Road, Kim Cuisine, but however it was very appealing to them. And of course, I was late. I had a duty to do ok? I went to collect the cake at Katong Mall.
Awfully Chocolate! Yummy!
We gave up the idea of eating Zi Cze, we walk toward to Billy Bombers at Bugis. By the way, parking at Shaw Building is cheap, $1.00 per entry, no cashcard accepted, Cash Only.
I must give credit to Billy Bombers @ Bugis a 120% Thank you. They really hosted their customer really well. Thumb Up!
First, we got settle at those typical Red Sofa seats, but we had to split to tables. (There were 10 of us) They manage to get us seats that allows sitting in a longish manner. Really good service! They even gave Minli a Birthday present. Wonderful right?
The food wasn’t fantastic but when you get good service, you will feel and think the food is good. That’s human Nature.
Beng/ Suling / William join us later to cut the cake at Billy Bombers.
William look so exhausted, he kept quiet most of the time, enjoying his Root Beer Float in silence… Hmm…
Beng was so late, he went to buy the “Snow Wolf Lake” tickets that are screening in September. Is that my Birthday gift? Don’t surprise me! I cannot take it! Muahaha!
Suling join us later because it was also her mum’s birthday celebration.

Unlike Desmond birthday, this time was a no surprise celebration. The waitress was so comical. On the way to the toilet (Myself & Minli) , the waitress came over and ask whether they could take the cake out. And ask me whether it was meant to be a surprise. (Ps, the Birthday girl was beside me when she ask me that) But they were really so nice to prepare and arrange a birthday song too! Des was delighted when he didn’t have to sing the Birthday Song. Muahahaha…Now that’s what I call by paying for service charge! Oh, Phin Steakhouse service charge was just not worth paying. :p

Beng gave me a “Gucci Bag”, the bag he bought at KL. Cheap Bargain! Muahahha..but at least I got something from him. By the way, the list of things he should get when traveling.
1) Thailand à Paper lighting
2) Philippines à Dried Mango~
3) KL à VNC shoes cheap leh! Muahahha..I wear Size 7.
4) Indonesia à haven’t though about it… LOL I’m going there soon…Save your luggage space.

PS: Every Country sells Plasters. That’s if you realize…. Got my Hint?

After Dinner, we headed for movies at Shaw Building. Wah!I tell you ah… Its only $7.50 per ticket for Weekends! Way Way Cheaper than Golden Village Cinemas! Next time you want to catch a movie, you don’t have to pick a posh place to watch movie, Beach Road, Shaw Building will do. Come on, face it if you are thinking the seats are old and dirty, in the dark you cannot even differ Nance Popcorn & Nachos!
We watch “ Monster in Law”. Entertaining show. Muahahaha.. Really enjoyed it. Sometimes you really wonder why Jennifer Lopez is so popular uh? But she’s just popular and earning big bucks with her big butt.
After the show, we headed home. Sent Beng, Jacky, Desmond, Xueling Home. I’m such an Angel.

I think this should conclude my Saturday, 28th May 2005. By the way, Minli’s actual Birthday is on 2nd June 2005.
And there’s video I took at Billy Bomber when we were singing the Birthday Song. I won’t post it out. It’s my own privacy. Let me know if you want, I will send you a URL to download it.
Next Birthday Boy, Jacky Chan. Somebody just gotta organize.

Oh, Aloy is leaving for Australia for exercise in September, and my birthday would also be his farewell. He will be going for 2 Months or so..

Flower Power..

Yesterday I was out with a friend. Muahaha...
Picture this:
You are in a lovely-dovey relationship, everything seems so happy and together. So you both planned a short holiday to Thailand, 5 days, 4 Nights. Out of nowhere, one of the partner initiated a break-up. Reasons I do not know.

1) Would you just continue the trip and pretend nothing has happen?(Ps, sharing the same room)
2) Cancel your name off and pay extra $150 for the admin fees?

Anyway, the person just went ahead with the trip. Isn’t it weird? In a foreign country, aren’t you supposed to rely on each other? And now things are not on the better side of the story, isn’t it even hard to start a conversation?
Maybe I won't have the courage to do that. Even if I go for the trip, I would have break down in tears after the trip. Isn’t the trip supposed to be a happy event? It turn out that after the trip, you know you will be going on your separate ways.

Another scenario :
A couple dating for 5years or more, broke up because the guy said there wasn’t any feeling.
Guys , seriously how do you actually speak your mind in that way? Try putting the other party feeling in mind before you really speak your mind.

On the front they are just as good as married couple.

I was astonished by their break-up and starting to think very pessimistic about such relationships.
How do you assured yourself that the relationship you are having is the one? The last One?
Every couple just has their side of the story. Endless count of quarrels/ arguments/ bickering. You never know when the relationship will just break like bread crumbs.
Lately, been into the topic on relationship. Better stop.

Ps: the flower was taken with my E800C, Pretty right!I'm a genius with my Handphone camera!

My Magnets

Muahahaha.. thank you all for letting me into 7-11 to purchase these Magnets... Anyway, just wanna show you guys my collection. this is a small showcase of my collection. Any kind souls who has extra design? give me hor! Muahahaha..

My Watch

Since I'm quite free now. I was going through the photos in my Office Pc. Sure have alot of Junk.
Here's the Watch that my Mummy bought for me about a year ago.
Yes. its my most expensive Watch. And I'm loving it by the day...
I'm not trying to haolian. But I must say my brother has good taste because He chose this.
Muahahaha...

My Wish List (Gucci Wallet)

This was one of my Wishlist. Sometimes when you post your wishlist, its not about letting people know what you want. If you look in another way, its you working hard to achieve and get whatever you want.
This mean saving up to get it yourself. Or if you insist, then wait for it to drop from heaven..
Anyway, the point is.. I happen to know Kevin bought the same wallet for his gf.
Ps: His gf & myself share the same name, Serene. Muahahaha.. Ironic.

My fav Jelly Beans

I need this Jelly Bean to cheer me up! Actually I'm not upset or pissed anymore. Because, its really not really not my business. Shall get this before I go for class later... Muahahaha!

A/ B/ C/ D

Ok fine. I'm not going to write the concluding story about the four letters. Firstly and formal, it's really none of my business. I left an entry on my old live Journal about the A / B / C / D story. Which briefly explain their relationship. Its so brief that I dont really think its much of a story. I write what I think not write to gossip. I feel that I have been look at the wrong side of the entry, What I been trying to tell in the entry is,
"You never know that your partner can be knowing another new target, or should I say your partner might be actively looking for a new target. I'm not saying in this case the partners are betraying my friends. But, this is reality, I guess. "

This is the last time I will mention that story. But I would like to say for once, if you feel that you have done the right thing, then don't think people are transparent because they use Alphabets only. If I was out to gossip about it. I would have mentioned the names & Surnames, if you insist. I use Alphabets so that I'm won't be the Bitch of the year. I would just want to add on, Joanne is immersed in her present relationship & I see her Glowing by the day.

From the day I realize that a new couple surfaced from the four people, I agreed that they were a better match. No, I'm not curious to know how you guys are getting. There's isn'nt a need for me to know so much information. But then again, As long as you are happy in the new relationship, why be afraid of people gossip?

I hate when I'm look at wrong side of the story.

Posting this picture, I'm bloody pissed because I'm looked at the wrong side of the story.
Photo Taken at Hong Kong, Stanley Market. The Sun was scorning! My cousin insists on taking a Photo. Crazy Woman. Anyway, the background is nicer than me. Of course. If I can look as good as the scenery, I would be a prop background artist..

Pissed Look~

The End*

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Ok. Beng msg me this morning, he's flying to Philippines first, Saturday departing to Thailand.
Will be back to Singapore on Monday. Ya, he msg me to remind me to do errand for him.
People, you are supposed to miss him, according to his sms.
Since he is there, he is supposed to get me dried mangos from Philippines, Paper lightings from Thailand. Plaster of course!

Seiko Watch

Don't the watch just look like it's serene property already? Muahaha.. sadly, its philip Chong Seiko watch. Its his farewell gift from my boss to him. I was "awww..." all the way, lately I'm very into chunky watches..Maybe its because of my fat arms...Muahahha! But this watch face has Chronograph and i don't have a watch with Chronograph! Its so not fair. I should just resign while i still can get a gift.
Reminder!I suggested that gift! It cost around 400bucks ok! I'm falling in love with it more everytime i look at this photo. then again, i can only adore. This is so sad...
I really think i suit this watch. Philip Chong when are you going to hate this watch? You might wanna consider giving me. Muahahaha...

Destory Jellyhearts

Destory Jellyhearts
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I hate Ang Beng Kiat. I was kind enough to give him two precious pieces of my Jelly Hearts and thats what happen after a 20minutes ride on his vespa! He better finish it even its rotten shit! Its 80 cents per pieces ok! I treasure my food....so you better mix it with water and drink it down even if its too sweet!

Random Thoughts..

I was waiting for time to pass ... I had some random thoughts..
How would you re-define a relationship? Was chatting with a girlfriend on msn earlier. I just blurt out this sentence out from nowhere, you never know when a 6 years relationship just fall apart in a split secs, even its 2190 days together as a couple. Everything is just so vulnerable that I feel I’m not exactly the best lover/ partner that I might be just the next person who actually get ditch. Should I say, Ditch is not a nice way to put it. I should say, " Things just didn’t work out"
Things just changes so fast, that putting everything down is not as easy as it is said.
But when you realise in your heart, things aren’t going to work out no matter how many quarrels you both had. Would you carry on?
Sometimes I just think couple lack communication that they do not confide to each other as often as they should. Why do the Ang Moh have a more lively life? Romantic and everything. Because they are people who speak their mind, and get things said. Problems can be surfaced and solved. But this is based on individuality.
But I notice this among Asians, they seldom like to talk about problems. Quarrel about a matter this moment, after a while they will just forget about the matter. A few months down the road, we are back at the same issue. Because we do not solve it. For myself, I personally think me communicating with my partner is the essential part of courtship and everything. This should carry on to married life not just dating. Of course, we cannot do without our rice bowl & Money in a relationship. How do you carry on a relationship when your partner actually only know stuff about you that are backdated months back. Your partner might just be the closest person around you, should news just get to her/him at the disposal minute? It’s just like when you are working, when information doesn’t get around, can things be done?

I'm feeling a little jittery today... too much thoughts...

JellyHearts Part 2

Another Entry to continue my search for certain things. This time is about Jellyhearts... Its actually cheesecake base, with a Strawberry Heartshape mounted with Jelly. Brilliant combination..
Since we are so into it, the whole office decided to order. you can order by calling that Number on the picture. But delivery is only available for 200 pieces and above.
Here's the pricing :-
10 Pieces in a Box = $8
20 Pieces in a Box = $15

Let me know if you guyz want to order. Hee!I want to eat!

Endearmints Part 2

This entry is about Endearmints... I know where to buy the sweets liao!yesterday met up with the guyz, beng & aloy. We had such a hard time deciding what to have for dinner. It was already 8pm... Hungry yet aimless.
Well we ended up at Fish & Co. Minli hates Fish & Co for some reason. Muahahaha... But the sweet that they give, endearmints is really nice. Enough of my crapping...The sweet is available at fish & Co at $15.70, for 1 Kg Pack. 1 Kg Pack is about 211 pieces. (I counted it...LOL!) it will work out to be about 7 cents each!
Its not exactly very expensive, but $15.70 for a pack of sweet might shocked you.
You just have to ask the counter people if you want to buy. Hee! Dont start stealing from me. It won't help :)